The new kid // V-hope

Chapter 17:

V’s POV

It’s been a week since he woke up. I still couldn’t come close to him, but today was the day he was going home. “Let me help you” I said to him. He nodded. I grabbed his bag and walked up to him. “Let’s get you home” He nodded again and smiled. His mother was out on a business trip, she left yesterday, so she asked me to stay with him. She hesitated to go, but J-hope told her that it was okay. “Tae Tae?” J-hope asked. “Mh?” I said. “Are you coming?” He laughed. I got out of my trance and followed him out of the hospital. He was better now, he could still have a few breakouts, so he would be screaming or crying. But it wasn’t too bad. “Tae? Can we stay at your house?” He asked. “Hm, of course.” I replied. We were now at my place, we were sitting on my couch. I neared him a bit. Then i tried kissing him, but he pushed me off. “I can’t do this Tae. We have to take a break.” He said. His words broke my heart. “Wait what?” I asked he looked at me. “I have been waiting for so long for you to wake up and come home. And now you’re breaking up with me?” I asked him, while standing in frustration. “Tae please.” He said. “Why?” I asked him. He just looked down. I left him in the living room and walked in my bedroom. It made me mad, really mad. I love him. Doesn’t he love me back?

That day i decided to go out for a drink. “Bye Hoseok.” I said and waved. He waved back. I know it’s stupid. I mean he just came back. But i needed my mind of him. I couldn’t help it.

It was really late now, and i was making out with a girl. “Let’s go to your place” She said in between the kisses. “Yeah” I answered.

We were now at my place and i then remembered. Hobi… I opened the door and heard screaming. Shit… “I’m sorry, but you have to go!” I said. “What, why?” She asked confused. I just walked in and shut the door in her face. “Hoseok?!” I asked. He kept screaming. I went to the bathroom where he was. He was trashing it. Screaming and throwing stuff around. “Hoseok!” I said while trying to grab him, but he kept trashing the bathroom, and screaming. “Hoseok!” Nothing…. “Hobi!” I screamed. He fell to the floor crying. I hugged him. He didn’t do anything, he just wrapped his arms around me. This was the first time he let anyone hold him. “I’m sorry” He said, he just kept repeating that, while me grabbing my hold tighter every time. “Don’t be, i should be. I left you here.” I said and held him tighter. “I love you” He said, and let go of me. He then pulled me in a kiss without hesitating. I stopped him. “But i thoug…” I didn’t even finish my sentence before he kissed me again. “Tae” He said when he let go of me again. “I’m just afraid.. Of getting hurt again” He said and looked down. “I won’t ever hurt you” I said and pulled him in a kiss again, getting access to his tongue. “I love you” I said. I grabbed him and took him with me to the bedroom. And pushed him down. I kissed him again. But then stopped. “I’m sorry” I said and laid down beside him. “Don’t, i want you” He said, i looked at him. “Ne?” I asked. “You heard me.” He answered. “But you.. Can i touch you” I asked. He nodded. “Please” He begged. “Okay” I said and sat on top of him. “Here we go” I laughed while kissing him again.

After we had sex he fell asleep. I was stroking his beautiful sweaty hair. “I love you Hobi” I said, and then fell asleep.

“Good morning sunshine” He laughed, and looked at me. “Oh my god we have school..” He then said and tried to stand. “Don’t, you shouldn’t go today, then we can have a nice day at home” I said and grabbed him by his arm, and pulled him in a hug. “Fine” He said and hugged me back. “I love you” He whispered in my ear which send butterflies to my stomach. “I love you more” I whispered back. “Let’s get some food” I said. He hummed in response not wanting to get up. “Come on lazy ass” I said and laughed while lifting him up so his legs were around my waist