Thoughts of an Eccentric Author

Tired

Too much secrets, too many lies,
Holding back all my painful cries
Hiding old scars, while the new ones bleed,
Please stop it, for the nth time I plead

Forgive me for this, but I can't take it anymore,
I know all that I've promised, under the oath I swore,
Holding onto this pain, feeling like I died,
Nothing but an empty shell, crying as I hide

Please forget me, for I am just a huge bother,
There are plenty, I'm sure you'll find another
For I am not who you once admired,
Forgive me, for I just got really tired