forget. ( ben drowned )

forget. ( ben drowned a romance.)

Ben drowned

The story of loli and ben.

I don't believe in love, I once did but I think it was the fact that I have been hurt so many times that I just stopped. I am 16, have red and black hair, and my name is loil. I'm not the most popular person in school but I a couple friends like Stephine and a guy named Christofer but he moved.

I spend most of my time playing video games, well all the free time I have is used up on video games.

It was the first Monday of summer and I was excited because it was my boyfriends and my 3 month anniversary. After throwing on a sleeping with sirens T-shirt I ran down stairs to tell my mom I was leaving, but she was having one of her notorious hangovers, and had an headache so I didn't bother her.

I shut the door locking it behind me.

My boyfriend, jay lived a block or two away from me so I just decided to just run there, I tripped over something, it was A game cartridge, not even bothering to look at what game it was I threw it over my shoulder and decided that there was no hurry so there was no reason to run. Then after I began walking I felt something hit my back hard.. I turned around but no one was there, I looked down and found it there again but this time I looked to see what was on it and it said majora's mask.

I thought to myself " cool a new game" plus, it was the only legend of Zelda game that I didn't have so I figured why not."

Jays mother was not there so I knocked on the door but no one came so I climbed the brick wall the way jay showed me. I know you are most likely thinking, "stalker"

But if you knew I felt about him you would understand.

Knocked onto his window and he emerged from hid bed with an expression on his face that looked like he was worried and like he was happy to see me.

He was only in boxers when he let me in. he kissed me and said

" he babe what's up?

I looked at him and rolled my eyes " don't you remember what day it is?"

He thought for a second and hesitated to speak. " your birthday?"

"no" I sat on his bed and felt movement under me and o lifted the blanket to find Stephine there with only a bra on.

" now let me explain I was -" he started to say but I cut him off

" explain what jay?! Explain to me that you were sleeping with my best friend?!"

he began to talk again "yeah about that..."

" we are over !"I ran out of his room leaving the door opened and going threw the front door slamming it!

I walked to the park we first met at

;three months ago:

I was siting in this bench and saw I phone with no owner. I picked it up an a second later it began ringing saying, call from jake. I decided to answer it "

" hello?"

"omg thank you for finding my phone, im jay can you please tell me were you are so I can meet you or something."

"uh yes im at the park you were most likely at, ill wait"
After that we decide to start going out, I know that it was to quickly but at that time I thought he was the one.

;present;

I sat at that bench with tears coming non -sotp from my eyes. I felt in my pocket and found the game in it, for some reason just touching it gave me comfort.

It began to rain so I went home to see my mom was not there.

I found a note on my bed that said

Be back soon

Love mom

I sighed and thought to myself " doing drugs again?"

I put the letter back down on the bed and remembered that I had a new game

I decided to play it

The game had lots of glitches and there was a file on there that was filed ben and I decide not to delete it because I was too lazy. after getting annoyed with the game i it and I turned I off.

I went on my laptop instead and it went directly to clever bot. " what the hell" I thought to myself.

No matter how many times I tried to exit or open a new tab it wouldn't l me so I decided to talk.

Conversation

me: hello

CLEVERBOT: hey

me; can I just go on face book ?

CLEVERBOT: no you cant.

Me: why?

CLEVERBOT:because you didn't beat the game

Me: what game?

CLEVERBOT: ben drowned.

My laptop then shut down, "no this..... it couldn't possibly." I thought to myself

"Someone is just pulling a really bad trick on me" . I the decided to delete the ben file , and after the words appear on the screed that said " you shouldn't have done that " and link appeared in front of me , except he looked more evil. He had black and red eyes, he was acutually pretty cute and I started to laugh because I thought he would be scary.

" what are you laughing at?" he asked me we with a confused look on his face

I started to laugh even more " I'm laughing at you!"

"wait why" I laughed a little himself.

" because every thought you would be so scary!"

" so you want scary?"

I calmed down " no I was just saying"

Suddenly the song IF YOU CANT HANG, BY SLEEPIN WITH SIRENS CAME ON.

It took me a second to realize that it was my phone and that it was jay who was calling . I quickly answered it

" hello" I said with an annoyed tone

"look, " he began " im sorry , we all make mistakes......" he continued on and on with this heart filled apology , that I almost felt like forgiving him ,that's when my phone just shut down.

Raised a eyebrow and looked at ben.

He said " don't cry over anyone who is not worth crying over, don't believe him."

Now I heard someone calling my name. I looked out to the balcony and saw jay standing there. I looked to be but he was gone. I let jay in.

He grabbed my shoulder "I'm sorry"

I pulled away and said " listen, I hate you , how could you do that to me?"

" I still love you" he said I knew I still loved him but he hurt me,

I was about to cry when I felt someone hug me from behind, and cover my face. Was he doing this because he knew I was going to cry?

" she has moved on now, let her go. She dosn't need you" ben said

jay tried to look into my eyes that were covered and asked

"is this true?"

I said nothing.

"well, that's to o bad"

he left. I then went to the bathroom and whipped my face, and blew my nose. I felt a lot better

I walked in my room to see ben laying on my bed "thank you, I sat down next to him

" I hate guys like that " he said

" me too" I replied and layed down with my back facing him. i felt him rubbing my back. It was soothing. I soon fell into a deep sleep.