i woke up, again, not knowing wear i was, due to the dark room, again. i sat up and my eyes soon adjusted to the darkness. i found my self in my moms room. i sighed and thought "christofer..... ugh he must be in my room, or unless it was just a dream." assuming it was late at night and that i would deal with this when i wake up,i get readdy to lay back down to get cummfy when all of the sudden i feel a pair of arms rap around me and pull me closer. i could tell it was BEN by the way he sighed when he rolled ove and because he whispered to me telling me to go to sleep. I really was too tired and did not have the strength to fight back so I i just layed there. I was still compleatly pissed at him, but he kept me warm so i just dealt with it.
" BEN?", i whisper
he replies with a mosly sleepy sounding "hmm"
"why am I not in my bed?" i ask softly.
he scooted alittle closer and rested his cheek on my shoulder that was faced the opposite way
"hes in your bed and i dont like to share things that are mine.." he whispered in he sleepy voice. i blushed deeply. no its not the fact that he said that i was his or anything like that its because when he put his cheek on my shoulder i realized we were spooing and so close to eachother. " oh.." i whisper my heart begings to beat quickly. " dont worry im not going to try anything right now" he says "im not" i quickly say. " thats not what your pulse says". im quiet for a second. how the hell dose he know my pulse rate or whatever. " how did you...."
"i know those things, rember im a supernatural being." he yawned "ohh...." i felt a little smile creep on my face but quickly remember how pissed im at him. "go to sleep lolly we have along day tomarow." he lays back down and snuggles to the back of me. i close my eyes and my mind drifts off to a far away land.
waking up in the morning i have a slight headache but ignore it and walk downstairs. something smelt great. i followed the smell into the kitchen and see christofer cooking. he sees me and smiles. i stare at him and raise a eyebrow " good morning" he smiles and hands me a plate. i was suprised he made eggs bacon and potatos and bisucts. "umm good morning" i say in a high voice. i sit down at the table and he sits down with a cup of coffee across the table from me. " now i know," he began to speak. i looked up from my plate to him. " i know we both made mistakes and we both got hurt but....... im so sorry i regret everything i did to you."
~flashback~
"lolly im sorry," he said to me as i was walking quickly out of the school entrence. " your sorry?!? your sorry?!? okay..." i turn around to face him. he stands at the top step and im at the bottom step. "first you flirt with me and kiss me, then you dont like me anymore, not only that but then you decide you want me again, and you make me fall in love with you, so deeply in love. but you never felt the same way. no, you use me to make her jealous!!" i was full of anger how could he do this too me? i dont know why but i feel so drawn to him like i cant leave him. no matter how mad i am no matter how much he hurts me hes the only one i have or i would be alone.
"Im sorry its not what it looked like i promise" he said softly to me and looked in to my eyes sweetly. i was out of words. "she came on to me and it was the biggest mistake i have ever made. please give me one more chance and i swear to you i will be your knight in shining armor, your prince forever!" i didnt know what to belive my head was spinning and he gave me a smile the one any girl would fall for. Damn my heart. Damn my feelings! "fine!" i say harshly. " one more chance, but just give me some damn space!" i walk a way quickly. and he just stands there and smiles like an idiot!
a week later..
im extreamy happy that i decided to take christofer back he has so far lived up to hes promise. he protects me and he makes me feel loved and so happy. maybey hes the one. his is the month of school left. its the weekend and im getting ready because christofer says he really needs to talk to me about some thing we are meeting a the place we first met, the measume. i get there but he dosnt look to happy "hey!" i yell running up to him. he frowend at me, why? he looked up at me with a stern look on his face. "this isnt a date." he said sternly. what... i have a bad feeling." im leaving lolly, im breaking up with you im sorry. its not you its me. im leaving im moving to britan." he looked down at his feet waiing for me to answer. im more pissed at my self than i am at him. "fool me once...." i beging getting a hold of my self . "fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me, fool me a third time, im just a dumbass.." i say quietly " i knew you were a mistake" he looked up on me with hurt in his eyes. he never loved me. i doubt it. guys are so heartless. i slap him and walk away. thats the last time i saw him.
present~
I look up at him and say, "none of that matters now, the past is the past. im not the girl you knew anymore. im noot that dumbass " I smirk then look down again and gett up. I go up the stairs and get dressed in shorts and a tank top, and slip my flip flops on I run back down stairs and see christofers still in the kitchen " im going out, dont wait up for me." i slam the door behind me and walk to the park i first met jay at. i sit on the swing and reminice about all the fun we have had here. my eyes begin to tear up and i get a strong urge to cry. then my phone suddenly vibrates. I open the text message from an unknown number. there was a link to something I wasnt sure it was just a bunch of dots and sixs I open it and suddnely ben appears. " hey babe" he smiles and sits on the swing next to me. i stay silent and put my head down. he notices and kneels down so he can look at my face. "whats wrong ?" he askes. I hate it when people ask me that because it makes me want to cry more. " nothing" i say threw my tears.
"it has to be something" he says putting his finger under my chin and lifting my face up. " your too beautiful to cry." he says wiping my tears away. suddenly i hear cackleing behind me "haahahahah" i turn around and it was that girl from the othernight, the one who BEN was kisssing. he quickly pulls me to him. "What do you want?!?" he yells. i never heard him spek with so much anger in his voice.
" i did my reasearch BENNY BABY and i know why you want her so bad. to bad, her powers are mine!" she yelled lunging at us.
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sorry i havent updated in a long time and i was doing a play so i was at school form 7:30 am to 10:00 pm. but please vot comment and follow for this and other creepypasta fanfictions. sorry if this was too long of a chapeter just wanted to tell the back story of christofer and lolly.
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Romanceloli had love and lost it. untill she finds bens game... she has to deal with his phsyco ex boyfriend, crack head mom, and most importantly, BEN, the man who won't leave her alone because he claims to love her.
