forget. ( ben drowned )

To live is to fall asleep

I'm sorry for not updating in a while I have had a lot going on warning lots of bad spelling and grammar read at own risk. And sorry it's short- Chloe killings

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I woke up alone in my bed, alone, leaving my self to wonder if the man i I saw last night was a dream. There's no way all that was a dream it felt so real I can feel my heart ache like it was stabbed with a rusty dagger.

I got out of bed and opened the curtains so some light would light up the room. But when I opened them I came the realize that it was still night time. I hear something fall off my dresser so I walked over to it and looked into the mirror that did not reflect me in it. No it reflected only my door that was wide opened and and the figure standing in it was no other than jay standing there beckoning me to come over. His eyes were gouged out and blood was pouring from them. My heart bargain to beat quicker I started to breath quicker he was walking closer and he was now begining to come out of the mirror. I tryed to back up but my feet wouldn't move. Is face was next o mine. He acted as if he was going to whisper in my ear but he began screaming and I couldn't make him stop. His hands were now rapped tightly around my neck I was gasping for breathe.

I now woke up screaming as if I was being killed. My clothes stook to my body because of the sweat.

"Lolly, it's okey calm down" a deep calm voice said. It sounded so gental.

I felt him pull me into a embrace. It was cold but still comferting. I was still panting for breath.

" Who, who are you?" I asked trying to be calm.

"I'm ben" he hugged me tighter

" No your not, they all said you were a murdere not kind and gentle"

He let go of me and put his hand on my shoulder

" I'm kind to you, you would never understand you are special to me. I can't harm you."

"But" I began to speak but I was quickly interrupted my him

" You have had a long day you should go to sleep" the only thing I can remember is him putting his hand on my forehead an I passed out.

I woke up to the sound of banging on my front door I saw BEN was still in my bed but I still decided to deal with him later. I was in a foul mood. The pounding wouldn't stop so I ran downstairs an quickly answered the door yelling "what" beacuse of how bad I felt I quickly shut up to see it was jay standin there with that same smile.