forget. ( ben drowned )

abandon

LOLLI P.O.V 

I closed the door and looked if BEN was anywear to be found he wasnt. but when i looked to my right i saw a tall hansome blond man in front of me, he looked like he was 17 or 18. he actualy made my heart skip a beat and a second look made me realize it was ben. " what are you.. i mean how?"  he smiled for a second, deviously and put his hand on my shoulder and innocently said " lolli, im just trying to be normal for your friend, this is my human form, and its rude to kkep a guest waiting". he shoved me to the door and went and sat on the couch. i opened it and said " um, come in" . christofer entered slowly and looked around. i looked at him, i couldnt belive how much he had grown in the last 3 years he left. he now was tall, his face had changed from being childish, to more mature, and his bodie dont gett me started, and his hair style, i particulaly liked, his thick brown hair swooped perfecly accross his forehead.

he set his guitar case down with his suitcases and other luggage he had and came over  and hugged me really tightly and whispered in my ear " i missed you". i begain to blush deeply when he pulled away from me. he was staring at BEN with curiousity. " whos that?" he asked he sounded a bit worried for a second. "T-thats just a friend, he is staying here also, and sorry but all the rooms are filled up" BEN stood up and politely offed christofer his hand but he rudely ignorred him. i paniced for a second and said " um- BEN this is christofer"  both of them acted like they hated eachothers guts at first sight.  "well," christofer begain " if all the rooms are taken lookes like im sharing the bed with you." he said grabing all his belongings and scurring to my rom before i could object i looked at BEN he was pissed, i didnt want to stick around that so i ran up to check on christofer. I walked in to the room but  he was no where to be found, the door shut slowly behind me. i turned around and saw christofer.  " i need to talk to you"  his voice became stern. 

 He pulled a letter out of his poket and placed it on the table. The handwritting was terrible and looked like it was wriiten by someone in a hurrie. i began to read

Dear, christofer

I trust you, alot. when i was not around you took care of lolli, kept her company, and that is something im not able to do at this moment in my life. Belive me i love lolli dearly, but im not suited to be her mother right now, she is almost grown up and she needs someone in her life, that someone is you. if you heard the way she talked about you after the long days you spent together, and if you saw how heart broken she was when you left all those years ago, that girl cryed for days. but get me get to my point. im leaving. i cant do this to her, im scewing her up. i have left money in this letter, so you can  get on a flight with her, please take care of her. im sure by now she has realized im not coming back and please be ther to comfert her. she needs you. im leaving her with you.

                     with love, karen.

as i read this letter, hott tears rolled down my face. I couldnt belive what i was reading. she left, for good, my mother. i knew she would dissappera one day but i didnt thin it would be so soon. i was more shocked than sad

"okey" i said as i stood up " i can do this you can go" i took a deep breath. he grabbed my shoulder " lolli, i dont think that you understand, you mom is depending on me to take care of you and that is what im going to do." i sighed and begain to laugh. " you think my mom actually cares any more?! " i ran out of my living room the last person i wanted to be around was christofer,with   everything has happend between us before he left, i cANt handdle everything all at once.  got into the living room and saw ben but he was in he regular form now and his eyes were dripping blood, he must have been pissed! but the real problems began when christofer came down tairs, i could feel the tension.

A/N 

THANKS IF YOU ARE ACTUALY READING MY STORY PLEASE VOTE AND FOLLOW IF NOT I HAVE NO PROBLEM COMMENT OR NOT LOL IM NOT MAD I JUST THINK CAPS IS BETTER LOOKING FOR THIS :) SORRY IF THE CHAPTER WAS TOO LONG OR BORING. OKEY YOU SHOULD GO TO SLEEP. OR WAKE UP. OR STOP PLAYING ON YOU PHONE AND GET OUT OF BED IDK ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD DAY OR GOOD NIGHT OR GOOD SLEEP IM GOING TO LEAVE NO GOOD BYE :) 

---------- CHLOE KILLINGS-------