THOUGHTS

Can I be you?

You're so pretty
Can I be you?
You're loved by everybody
Can they love me too?

You have society's every definition of beautiful,
You have everything there is to offer,
You have pretty eyes, Rosy cheeks, Gorgeous lashes  and Heart shaped lips,
You have the softest hair and flawless skin,

They worshipped and praised you.
  
I'm going to ask you one more time

Can I be you?

Saddest thing is I will never be you

I am ugly
You don't want to be me
I'm hated by everybody
No one dared to be me
I guess I don't fit in between society
I am just a nobody in a crowd full of nobody
There.... I fit perfectly

I tried to climb up high so I'll be known
Wore gorgeous dresses like a queen on her throne
Painted my face and starved myself
Yet, you aren't satisfied!!!!

Haven't I met your expectations?
Haven't I impressed them eyes?
Haven't I?

I just want to be you, what's wrong with that?
I just want to be called beautiful for once
I just want to have a lot of chance

Even if I had my scars covered,
You still had the audicity to write "ugly" on my skin word per word,
There I pondered upon my quest,
Took the blade for the first time, helped you carved the rest

At the end of the day, no one calls me beautiful,
No one ever was thoughtful,
So I just hide in the corner
Trying to avoid all the mirrors.

Still hoping

Can I be you.

.........
You're beautiful remember that