Say My Name

Awake and Alive

Disclaimer: Bleach is not mine. Sorry for the late update. Got no time to write nowadays. ^_^

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"Awake and Alive"

I'm awake, I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life

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I'm floating.

Yeah, that's how it feels like. Floating in an endless sea. But strange.. It's not wet.

I tried to move my fingers.

Yes. My body is still mine. But, why do I have this idea that my body was being controlled by someone else?

Maybe it was because I'm dead. Maybe that's why I had this feeling. I'm already dead, that's why I'm floating.

"How long do you intend to drift like that?"

I opened my eyes only to be greeted by the sun. An extremely bright sun. Like...

Wait.. Where am I?

I opened my eyes but this time, I tried to look somewhere else to avoid the sun.

Blue sky stretching towards the horizon, sand, lots of sand surrounding me, tall obelisk-like towers without any windows or doors scattered around the place appeared before me.

What am I doing here?

And what's more? I'm floating between them. Great.

Then I remembered. Ichigo, and that incident inside the museum.

I growled.

Damn, where is he? I was with him a while ago! Fuck, what if the Quincies found him? He needs me!

Different kind of images flooded my head. Those man who wears white, but are fucking strong.

Wait.

Wha-? Quincies?! What's happening here?

Someone sighed.

It came from behind me.

"Finally!"

I turned. I think my eyes just bulged. Blue long hair. Claw-like arms and feet...

It was... Me.

He returned my gaze with a grin. He looked so.. Happy.

Wait. Who is he? Why does he looked like me?

"Welcome back Grimmjow"

My eyebrows furrowed. He knows my name.

"W-Who are you?"

I saw him rolled his eyes. Damn, am I that hot when I roll my eyes?

"Grimmjow.. I know what's happening inside your head. You're mixing your Hollow and Human life. Stop doing that, focus. Your human life is important, but right now, your Hollow life is much more important."

Hollow life? What does that mean?

I-I don't know what's happening anymore.. It's getting crazy in here. Every word that he says gives me images inside my head. I tried to think but too much memories flooded my brain.

Me fighting Ichigo, Ichigo holding my hand, me trying to kill him, him hugging me tight, me killing his friend, him rescuing me from someone else... Ichigo's eyes...