Say My Name

Try

I feel so emotional right now. So I guess I'll make it a bit difficult for the boys to go back.. I hope you'd understand.. ^_^

Disclaimer: Bleach is not mine, but I'm glad that they updated now..

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"Try"

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try

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Grimmjow offered his hand towards me. His grinning face looked so smug. Like there is no way that I'm not going to accept his offer. Like I have no other choice but to accept it.

But it's not that easy.

I looked down and sighed.

Guilt is flooding my whole system. Questions, lots of them, are now invading my head like there is no tomorrow.

I need some answers.

Now that Grimmjow is here, I just realized that I left a lot of things just to save this man.

This man that used to be my enemy.

I left my friends, my true family, my comrades. Fuck. I feel like a traitor.

"Ichi?"

I raised my head and saw those blue eyes full of emotions. Worrying.

I sighed.

First thing's first.

My shield will break down any minute. I need to act now or our school is going to mourn for two graduating students tomorrow.

I took out the two Modified Souls from the pocket of my shihakusho that I asked from Urahara after we arrived here in the human world.

There is a reason why Grimmjow was reborn almost a year earlier that me.

I need to make preparations for us.

I walked towards my body first since it was nearer. I leaned down and placed the small ball inside the mouth of my body then stood up to walk towards Grimmjow's human body and did the same thing.

"What's that?"

"Modified souls. I can't just let our body die here. I don't want Sayoko-san or Franziska-san to be sad."

I stood up and turned to look at Grimmjow's direction. His smug face turned solemn.

"They already lost someone important to them. I don't want that to happen again."

I added.

"But they're not going to be us."

I heard him say.

Somehow, this surprised me. I'm not expecting that kind of answer from him. It's just so out of his character. But it's true.

Yes, they're not going to be us anymore.

It made me feel a bit sad. But I can't do anything about it anymore.

I have my own mission. And I need to go back for them.

I shrugged.

"But it's better, than to make them believe that we died."

I turned my gaze towards our body that are now both starting to move.