Say My Name

After All That We've Been Through

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"After All That We've Been Through"

Couldn't stand to be kept away,
Just for the day,
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away,
Far away from the one that I love.

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This is getting really exciting. I mean, just look at those eyes. I bet Ichi's scared. Yeah. I'm taller than him. So I guess it's only natural that he'll get scared of me. Everyone is, everyone does.

I closed my eyes and exhaled. Wow. I'm so excited. I can feel my muscles ache. As if telling me to just fucking attack him now. But I should be more cautious. Those brown eyes are telling me that he's not going down without any fight. We're both fucking black belters for Pete's sake!

I grinned. Ichigo is always like that. He looked like a very timid boy, but there's always fire in his eyes. If only he was a girl. And if only we didn't grew up together, I would've courted him.

My grin grew wider as I slowly test the waters. He's not moving. He's just watching me. Like a fucking panther. I love panthers, but I guess I'm much more fiercer. I can be a fucking lion for all I care, but Ichi? He's much better at hauling his emotions in. He always had.

I remembered back when we were still 8 years old. Woah, that was fucking 10 years ago. But why do I still remember it? Yeah, co'z he did something really unbelievable.

I was so angry. Those mother fucking bullies are tryin' to have their way with us. Right, I should've just punched their filthy guts and get away with self defence. But Ichi? He remained calm. And just looked at those assholes straight to their eyes. I don' know how, but after a few seconds, they scramed. Then he held my hand. Jesus, I fucking love it when he hold my hand. I dunno why but ever since I gained the ability to remember anything, I always remember him holding my hand, then I'll calm down.

Well, that's the second thing that calms me. I always shiver whenever he says my name. Like morphine creeping inside my body. It leaves me numb, with a racing heart.

I always thought that we're supposed to be siblings. His mom, Sayoko Kusanagi, was my mom's best friend. She gave birth to Ichigo exactly 16 days before my first birthday. Yeah, I'm almost a year older than him. That's why I was always protective when it comes to him. I even asked my mom to delay my education for a year so that I could be with Ichigo. I told her I don' trust those fuckers in school, and that Ichigo needs someone to protect him.

Of course mom agreed. She loves Ichigo too. But not as much as I do. Ichigo is my Brother, my fucking Bestfriend, my Companion, my Accomplice, my Soul Mate, my Life.

I smirked. Of course I would always sell my soul for him. But I also love it when we fight. Fighting Ichigo is like doing romantic things to your girlfriend. Well, to tell you the truth, it was so much better.

I would always cancel my dates whenever Ichigo asks me to "Warm Up" with him. I love it. And our sensei loves it too. We started practicing Karate when we were still 7. Of course I forced him to join. But then after a few days, he would barge in to my room and literally pull me out of my house just to go with him to the dojo and practice. Those are the days.