1....2....3....4...5.....6....7....8....9....10.....11....12....13....14....15....16....17....18........STOP!!!
I turn my head around and he stands there, eyes wide with shock.
My first attempt of suicide has become a complete flop.
I stare at you, you stare back Say something at least talk.
Your clean shaved jaw clenchs with anger.
I realise it's because of the sight of blood.
I look down shamefully at my bleeding wrists, I understand if you now would like to treat me like a stranger.
You embrace me and whisper " I love you", my heart stops then again begins to thud.
"I can't bear the pain no more, just let me die"
You continue whispering i love yous even as i cry.
"Leave now please i ask of you"
"Don't make me suffer in this world, don't make me wanna hate you too"
18..........18.............As i rock in his arms
Just two more counts and i would have been dead.
