I see you and i can already see guilt in your eyes
I feel my flicker of hope disappear as it slowly dies
Smoking is not you and you know it too
But i also know how hard and not easy it is being you
But i hate to see you drown your sorrows this way
If i could I'd rather volunteer for your pain anyday
Weird right, how I care more about your health than mine
How, im broken whenever you sad or hurt but lie to me and say you fine
How I sometimes pray to be strong for you and act tough
How my heart always does a happy dance when i just hear you laugh
But sadness overwhelm me when I'm close to you sometimes
Because that sweet yet strong intoxicating toxic smell fills my nose
I smile and silently wait for you to confess
Because i know, i know that sweet smell of cigarettes
Notice
I know some of you might probably be wondering why i wrote sweet smell of cigarettes, well it's pretty simple whenever i smell that someone is smoking i don't start coughing uncontrollably no offense for those who do but i actually find the smell intoxicating ad sweet. I honestly don't know what it means i have never smoked in my life and i actually don't plan to, I wrote this poem thinking of a very special friend of mine who does smoke not for fun or just .tk get high but because it helps him as he says "feel better about life". I'm really sorry if i offended anyone who does smoke check I'm actually really sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings wen i mention about smoking. I just care about my friend a lot and i don't want him to continue with his bad habit for the sakes of making life better because i believe they are actually many ways to feel better when you are low or when you feel like the world is crap or when you feel worthless or unloved. If you smoke for health reasons please ooops I'm sorry if you don't I'm also sorry don't want to offend you or make you feel better but i just wanna say that you are trultbspecial and they are many ways out of a dark hole the question always do you want to leave and if you do what are you planning to leave with from that darkness NOTHING or SOMETHING. I'm not the best adviser yeah i know nor am i a good poet but thanks for sticking with me bye
Toodles