Things are changing
My happy memories are slowly fading,
Slowly being replaced by feelings of emptiness and sadness
I don't understand what happening to me...can you guess?
My heart is shattering into millions of pieces, i hear it breaking
You all tell me to get some rest or shit like that but deep down i know you're faking
I see it flicker in your eyes you see me as a complete mess.
You're right, i feel unloved, unknown and worthless
I know you don't care
So why do i hope
I know this world we live is not fair
So why do i seek happiness, it never gonna happen nope (scoffs )
Why do people lie
Why do they have to lie
Why do the ones we care about most die
Why did they have to die
I'm sorry but there is so much that goes on in my head
People will say to me "sleep it off, try and go to bed"
My mind is killing me with so much thoughts
Why did i do this, why not do this instead.
You are worthless and a useless human being. You certainly don't deserve to live that for sure (laughs in my head). Just die why don't you, just leave this planet noone will notice or even care you are already invisible to the world.
Yeah keep smiling make them happy and smile but what about you. You are just going to suffer more pain by not being able to help yourself. But wait he made me smile, I'm happy for know, is it weird that i don't want him to leave, is it wrong that i want him keep her with me forever doing what he does best making me laugh and happy. But as soon as his gone I'm back again to my normal useless self.
You see that razor, pick it up. NO!! You scared aren't you, you want to die but can't kill yourself what kind of pathetic human are you. Just die already.
I scream out in anger and bury my head into my pillow
Slowly my hope is dying noone will save me, noone will ever be my hero.
Oohhh i wanna say HIEEEEEE to VampireareFiesty because she is super nice and voted on my not-so-good work.( audience applaud...one weird guy from audience yells *ooooh that's my friend right there* looks around awkwardly and sits back down). Love you guys
Toodles.....I'd have made this notice longer but I'm in the middle of pizza so......i hope you understand food comes first.
