Private Wedding

chapter 1 - what am i to you?

CHAPTER 1 – WHAT AM I TO YOU?

I’m currently seven months pregnant and couldn’t wait any longer till my baby arrives but at the same time I was scared… I guess those stories from other ladies after they gave birth is finally getting into me. I know it’s going to hurt but it’s all worth because I’ll get the greatest reward a world could give me and that’s my baby.

I let out a sigh as I place the book I was reading to my baby, it’s also been 7 months till I stopped going to school, although everybody’s going to graduate in a months’ time and I can’t, not that I would regret it but being stuck in the pack house mostly in our bedroom was something I couldn’t stand, every day I do the same routine… waking up… getting dress… eat… read… sleep and the same thing all over again but I nearly forgot that lately I’ve been having these uneasy feelings about Lucas since he was always busy and would always come home late to the point that he has to sneak in.

I know he’s working as a teacher and a pack’s alpha but still… I don’t know… maybe I’m just being paranoid… but I still can’t stop this uneasiness inside me.

I let out another deep sigh as I stroke my stomach and waited for Lucas to come home.

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Another week has passed and I barely even see Lucas anymore… I know this might sound silly and stupid but… what if he’s seeing someone behind my back?

I mean I smelt another scent on him, even though I wanted to ask him that night I was too scared… what if all my intuition were right…?

I don’t think I’ll be able to take it.

Maybe because now I’m fat that’s why he no longer pays attention to me… I don’t know anymore!

Maybe tomorrow would be different…

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I woke up early today hoping to see Lucas before he goes to work but luckily he was still in the shower!

Right!

Sherlock time!

I quickly got up as I support my stomach and quickly went through Lucas’s stuff.

I quickly search for something but nothing!

I heard the shower stop so I quickly went back to bed and pretended to sleep, I closed my eyes and relied with my hearing as I hear Lucas’s footsteps inside the bedroom.

I heard his footsteps coming towards me as I try to ease my heart beat.

I felt his lips touch my forehead before he pulled away as I hear the door close.

I got up and let out a relief sigh that was a close call!

I went to get change as I peak through the corridor and notice that it was clear, slowly I crept into Lucas’s office and notice that it was empty!

This is better!

I went in and locked the door as I start rummaging through his stuffs but still found nothing!

I searched his drawers and found the top one was lock! Where’s the key?

I started searching for the key when I heard someone trying to open the door!

Crap!

I quickly hid under his table but not forgetting to bump onto the wood, damn! I think I’ve been eating too much!