Trying to keep it together
No is allowed to see
No one knows the real me
I lie awake in bed
Visions of my death playing in my head
Stinging from my thigh
I'm in a permit high
Blood pools down my leg
All I did was grab a blade
The pain was pleasurable
But it still made me feel vulnerable
My heart was open for all to see
What is happening to me
With a flash of silver and a blossom of red
I could already be dead
I'm so tired
All I need is sleep
The darkness is getting so deep
I let it consume me
I let it take over
This is where I'm truly meant to be
When is it all gonna be over?
I would feel so alone if I could
Medicine takes over my emotions like normal people would
Let me forget about this pain
What more can you gain
You watch me suffer and don't say a thing
Just a little bit deeper now and my ears will ring
Black tears apart my colorful vision
Death and I might just come to a collision
Time to say goodbye
I wish that I had fun
Can't say I'm the only one
This life just wasn't for me I hate to say
But I won't be back another day...
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Depressing Poetry
PoetryI wrote a depressing poem and I wanted to share. I might write more so those will be here too (Wattpad deleted my first description of this book so yeah)
