I subconsciously feel his hold over me ,
I think that I will never ever be free.
The place that he once took in my heart ,
There's nothing there and I'm left torn apart.
I don't understand what he wants from me,
Why can't he just let me be.
He found me last night telling me we can never be,
But why was that necessary if it was something We could both already see.
I feel like all he does is treat me like his toy,
and he thinks I'll come running back for him to fully destroy.
But I made the mistake once, when I let him in,
I gave him access to my life, and it's secret pin.
I let him destroy me from within,
And I can't let it repeat, my Heart is too thin.
I don't know what to do, or how to let go.
I feel like life's a surreal video.
Why make this so hard, and why come back,
All his presence did to me was mentally attach.
All I want is an answer, a clue,
But no answers I'll get from him will ever be true.
