Rivaled Love / Jauren

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Justin's POV

My head spinning in circles. I felt like I was suffocating. Slowly dying as everything around me was turning black. And nothing could help what my mind was going through right now. My thoughts were always dark. And this just made it worse. I couldn't wrap my mind around what happened. My only sister was shot. Was she okay? Where did it happen at? Why wasn't I with her? I yank on my hair trying to get my mind to just stop. Everything was slowly crumbling in front of me and I couldn't do a damn thing about it.

"Justin." Lauren trailed off. "It's gonna be okay."

"Stop." I hissed. "Stop saying that when neither of us know. She could be dying right now and you are lying to me. Just shut the fuck up."

I was the weakest person when it came to my my mom, and my sister. And for some reason I felt like I began feeling the same way towards Lauren. I wouldn't let anyone hurt her. I was very fond of women. Ya know, women they gave birth to us dick heads. I might not respect women 24/7 but I try my best to show my appreciation. I make sure they are comfortable. But I only care for certain women. The women that I would sleep around with after Selena. I didn't care for. They meant nothing to me. Then I thought about Lauren. I wasn't supposed to fall for her. I was supposed to get her. And get her home after we interrogated her. But she came right back around. Making me smile. And wasn't the typical girl who was quick to fuck me. It was different with her. And then when she wanted to see me again. I wondered why. Why would she want to hang out with me? I was a fucked up piece of shit. I had these big walls around my heart. Not daring to let anyone break those walls. But Lauren was cracking the wall. Did I care for her? Hell yes. I cared about her more than anything. I cared if anything happened to her. But I didn't love her. As we pulled up to the hospital. Lauren and I hopped out. Lauren locked the jeep as I was more focused on getting inside. I tripped being that I still was in a daze and shock. Lauren tries to keep up with me as I run inside. I go to the front desk.

"Where is Jaz Bieber located?" I spat wanting to see my sister.

"She is actually undergoing surgery currently." The woman says. "You can see her as soon as she comes out of it."

"No." I barked. "I want to see her now."

"I am sorry. You can't see her until then sir." She pleas.

"I want to see my sister now." I slam my palms on the desk.

I fell Lauren lay her hand on my shoulder, "Justin, the doctors are trying to help her. You going in raising hell isn't going to help the procedure." Lauren says softly.

"Fuck that. My sister just got shot." I screech. "I want to see her immediately."

"Let them do their job so they can save her." Lauren whispers.

"I want to see my sister. God damn it." I yell causing everyone to look at me.

I then hear a familiar voice that was all too familiar to me. The woman who gave birth to me and put up with all my bullshit. I turn around as I was huffing being out of breath from yelling. "Hunny. It's okay." She says holding her arms out for a hug. I take a deep sigh as I walked to her and hugged her tightly.

"Mom." I say trying my best not to cry. "You shouldn't be here. It's not safe for you." I sigh as I see the rest of my family sitting over in the sitting area. "It doesn't matter. I am here for Jaz. And it's going to be okay. I promise." She spoke softly.

"I swear when I find out who did this. I will make them pay." My voice now becoming shaky and broken.

"Shh." My mom says pulling out of the hug. "We aren't worried about that right now. Let's just sit down and pray." She says urging me to follow her over to where my dad, Jason, and Jaxon sat.