After lunch the bell rings and it's time to got back to class. One more class and I'm out of here, I sit in math trying to focus but I can't seem to..The only thing I can focus on is Harry..And I don't know why. I shake my head and I try to focus on the work I mean I met him like 7 hours ago, I don't need to be so attached to him already. I sit there with my headphones in and I do my work, once the bell rings I pack up my stuff and go to my locker. Once I get there is see Landon at his locker right next to mine, I go to my locker and he's literally leaning right on it and I say "m-move" he moves and says "how's the stutter coming?" I sigh and say "i-im trying to g-get it g-gone but I can't f-for some reason" he weakly smiles at me and says "I'm sorry fawn, have you tried speech classes? I sigh again "i-i don't like t-those, I can s-speak English" he sigh and says "then I don't know what to do fawn" I nod "I know m-me e-either" sometimes my stutter tends to slip out during sentences sometimes and I don't know why but it's really bad when I'm nervous or lying. I get my stuff and go home, once I'm in my room i throw my stuff on the ground and flop on my bed and think for a while. Minutes later my mom walks in and she says "hey honey what's wrong? You seemed a little off today" I tell my mom everything, she's like my second Bestfriend. "Kinda, I'm just confused" she walks over and sits on my bed and says "about what?" I sigh and say "well there's t-this b-boy that is new today and h-he is in a-all my classes and I have a stutter a-and he has a-anxiety but mom he has c-curly long brown locks a-and emerald green eyes and he's s-so s-sweet" he looks at me and says "it's sounds like you like this boy" I look down and say "I don't know b-but if I d-do I need to s-stop because I c-cant have my heart broken a-again" she weakly smiles and says "sweetie you'll never know until you give him a chance" I nod and say "i-i know but i-i don't want to t-take the c-chance" she nods and says "maybe you should, or just stay friends with him but if he does something to show you he's worthy then give him a chance" I nod and say "t-thanks mom" she pulls me into a hug and says "no problem sweetie but you need to bring him to the house sometime this week, I wanna see him" I laugh and says "o-okay mom" she smiles and walks out of my room. I continue to lay there and think until I fall asleep. I wake up to an alarm and I look and it's 6:50, wow did I sleep through dinner and everything? I just brush it off and to to my vanity and start to do my makeup. I think I'm relatively good at makeup, I mean I get complements from people at school and it really makes my day. Once I'm done I check the time and it's 7:20 and I have to leave by atleast 7:35. I brush my hair and it happens to go straight and I literally thank good cause I don't have time to straighten it. I put on my outfit quickly and rush out the door, I get in my car and drive to school. Once I get to school I go to my locker and get my things. Megan comes out and says "hey" I says "hi" back and once she's up to my locker says "so where's your boyfriend?" While smiling and I sigh and say "Megan he's not my boyfriend!" The teachers can obviously hear our conversation and give me confusing looks and I get embarrassed so I give Megan a glare and she's still laughing and I walk into class. I set my stuff down and out my earbuds in and set my head down in homeroom. Once the bell rings I go to my first class and I see a very unstable Harry walking down the hallway, me being the good person I am I say "h-harry are you okay?" He pushes me off and keeps walking. I go back up to him and say "p-please Harry what's wrong" he rips my arm of his and he says "I *hiccup* have nothing to *hiccup* talk to you about" I get confused then I get it. "Harry did someone offer you a water bottle?" He nods and says "why do you care" I roll my eyes and say "did you drink it?" He nods and they gave him vodka in a water bottle "Harry didn't y-you notice that the 'water' t-tasted weird" he nods and said "yes but they said it's flavored water so u just drank it but get off and away from me I don't want to speak to you" I sigh and say "Harry it's just the a-alcohol talking" he laughs and says "oh you stupid little girl, there's things you don't know about me Alright and that story I made it up, I got drunk on my own to wash away my sorrow's and the reason I have to change schools is a reason I don't want to say but it isn't pretty so I advise you to STAY AWAY!" And with that he walked away and I had a tear streaming down my face. I wiped it away and I sat in the hallway crying quietly in my arms with my knees to my chest. I feel someone tap on my shoulder and I see it's Landon "Fawn, whats wrong" I don't look at him I just keep crying "Fawn please" I look at him and he says "is it because of Harry" I nod and start crying again and he sighs and pulls me close to his chest and whispers "it's gonna be okay, I promise" I shake my head and say "i-its not Harry's a completely d-different person now a-and that person wants n-nothing to do with me" he plays with my hair and whispers "everything will be alright" and I calm down and he says "see just calm down and we can talk about it okay" I nod and once I'm fully calmed down he says "you really like him don't you" I nod and say "but I d-don't want t-to" and cry again and he says "babe shhh it's alright, calm down" I nod and calm down again. "Why don't you want to like him" i look down and say "because my h-heart has been broken too m-many times and we j-just met yesterday and i-i feel like it's wrong but n-not wrong at the s-same time" he smiles and says "does this feel wrong" and leans in and kisses me softly and I kiss back but something tells me to pull back so I do and I nod and he says "that's alright, I'm not gonna yell at you or be mad because if you don't like it then you don't like it" I smile and kiss him I still get that feeling and I pull back and say "nope still wrong" he laughs lightly and we go to class. He's not in my second period art class but he's skipping his elective for me which I told him not to do but he did it anyways. I walk in and he leads me to his table and I sit down next to him and the table is right Infront of Harry's table so we are facing Harry and he can see us. "I'm sorry t-that it feels w-wrong Landon" he kisses my head and says "it's alright fawn it's alright" all of a suden I hear Harry cough "*cough* slut *cough*" I get taken back and start to crying again and Landon pulls me close and says "hey what's that for?" To Harry and he just laughs and says "I didn't give you permission to talk to me" and continues to do what he's doing. I keep crying into Landon's shirt and he says "babe come on how about we just paint how you like and let's just ignore him okay?" I smile and nod and says "t-thank you" once he's back with the supplies I tug on his shirt to get his attention and he looks at me and I say "c-can I g-go talk to h-him for a minute" he sighs and says "fawn I don't like this" I look down and he says "but fine, but still be careful" I nod and I slowly get up and hesitantly walk slowly to Harry's table...I've never been more nervous in my life...
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stutter {H.S}
FanfictionA girl who has a stutter and a boy who has brown locks and tattoos "hello" he said tapping on my shoulder "o-oh h-hi" I said trying not to let my stutter show but I obviously failed....
