A Morgenstern Queen

chapter one

9 years later

I look up from the pages of my novel to see the tall slender figure of jace wayland in my way, his golden locks and startiling eyes staring at me, muscular arms by his side. Since clarissa has come to the institute it has been nothing but trouble first, I found out that Valentine is still alive which I personally didn't find horrible news but then that little red headed mundane is his daughter? Not to mention everyone is thinking that this blonde boy in front of me is Jonathan! My Jonathan! The little boy with black eyes and a sword in his hand. Even Valentine told me to my face, as if he thought I would believe him that jace wayland is Jonathan. I loved jace before she came along he was like a brother to me, I mean I wanted to have sex with him but still a brother! now all I see when I look at him is lies and a reminder of my best friend who I was and still is so desperately in love with.

"Theresa were going to takis are you coming?" The blonde boy asks me

"No I need to read" he pulls my books from my hand and reads the cover

"Romeo and Juliet? The both die at the end, lets go."

I'm being dragged to my feet and out of the library to Alec and izzy, finally some time without clarissa and her annoying mundane pet. As we walk towards the institute doors they open and there stands the small petite red head and her annoying rat friend.

"Great, any other mundanes joining us?"

"Tess play nice I think Simon is interesting" the gorgeous goddess that is Isabel says

"Oh the rat? I ment Chloe"

"My name's Clary"

"I dont care" I sing out that line and walk out of the institute not waiting for them to follow.

After the battle on the boat Valentine is missing with both the cup and the sword, I had my chance to confront Val about Jonathan but he denied the truth claiming again that jace is jonothan.

My thoughts are brought back to reality when my hot tea comes to meet my chest and lap, red had knocked my tea reaching for the salt. I yelp in pain standing up.

"By the angel watch what your doing Fairchild" I walk out hearing nothing but her apologies heading back to the institute the feeling of eyes following me.

....

I don't remember how this started one moment we were getting ready to leave to idris in the court yard of the institute jace and I arguing over well to put it nicely he wants to sleep with me because obviously he can't sleep with clary but then next we're in battle, attacked by forsaken fighting the usual fight for our lives. The familiar euphoric rush if the blade slicing threw monsters, the world drowned out to nothing but my moves. Magnus banes yells out the portal has opened but I ignore to busy in battle. My blade connects with a forsakens abdomen but as another forsaken comes for me I feel an arm wrap around me and pull me threw the portal before I could blink I was colliding with the floor and jace landing on top of me.

"Hey you look good from this angle" jace smirks down at me

"Get off me jace"

"Oh why? Don't you like me on top cause we could switch?"

"Jace wayland if you do not get off me I will stick you with my pointy thing" I smile a bitchy smile as he gets up off me looking around at our new environment and I notice everybody is staring and I stand up quickly

"Kinky" he says under his breath as he walks over to Alec.

I hear mayrse in from us to introduce ourselves to the memebers of the house penhallow house hold, which we will be staying here during our stay. I keep my head down as the others introduce them selves then it's my turn I just say hey with a small wave barley looking up.

"Theresa if you will please be nice and say hello properly" mayrse says

"Yes of course" I straighten my back put on a fake smile looking at the people one by one as I talk "hello my name is Theresa starkchild but you can call M tess......" And then there staring back at me, a devilish smirk across his lips, the black eyes and pale skin of Jonathan. I feel the world stop as I stare at him a book in his grasp, he's slender fingers of an artist wrapped around the leather, his body placed perfectly on the sofa like it's a throne but his hair.... It is not the familiar parchment white strands I love but simply black much like his eyes. My words gone from my very own lips as mayrse puts her hand on my shoulder.

"Theresa is everything alright? Do you know Sebastian?"

"Sebastian? What oh... umm no no sorry he just looks like someone from my past" he walks up to me and takes my calluses hand in his and kisses it seductively

"My name's Sebastian Verlac it's a pleasure to meet you miss starkchild" his voice deep and creamy and smooth makes my heart feel like sand being washed away by the ocean.

"Alec and jace you will take the spare room in the attic, izzy your with Aline, max will be ity us and Theresa you're with Sebastian"

Robert announces as my face flushes and I grab my bag

"Can I go for a walk?" Robert dismisses me and I almost run out of the house my heart beating like a wild butterfly, my head rushing with thoughts of him confused about why he is going by Sebastian and a feeling growing in other places. I drop down beside a canal under a bridge where there is enough concrete to sit on. Jonathan is here, alive and here! By the angel he's here!