Something I wrote

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I wrote a poem it's about a girl who committed suicide and her friend is writing a poem (But it's by me) (Sorry if this hits a sad nerve but I've been thinking about ending it all, because my "friends" told me to go and you know end it) I've tried to commit suicide but they were failures....

You guys help me through when you comment or like my book even view it. I always try to be positive but when I'm on Wattpad the smiles come out when I read the books you all publish and worked so hard on. Even I appreciate that. I can't help but smile at the effort you put when writing your stories.

I am in love with every single one of your books. They are amazing. You are amazing.

Here it is:

I didn't know

I didn't know she would do it

I was just joking

Why did she do what she did?

It was all just a joke

Because of that joke she's gone

Because of me she's gone

Because of me she cut herself

Because of me she won't have the family she dreamed of

She won't have the kids she wanted

She won't be able to breathe the fresh air again

Why did she take the joke serious?

She knew I was here for her

Why? Why did she go and jump...

It was all a joke that lead to her being gone.

I wish I never told her to "Go away"

I was just joking and now she's gone!

Why did she take it serious?

Why?

I knew who ruined her happiness

It was me and other kids and people....

I wish the world was different

I wish I could take every word I said back

I wish she was here by my side holding me through this pain.

Because of me she's gone........

Why did she leave me?

Why did I say that?

Why didn't anyone care about such a nice person?

Why did they say those words to her?

Why did I laugh along with them when they made fun of my friend?

Why is this world so cruel to good people?

Why are people so hurtful to other people they don't know.

People they haven't got time to know?

Why did you leave me?

What happened to "Friends forever"?

Why can't I get your smile out of my head?

Why can't I get you out of my head?

Why do I have this gun to my head?

Why can't someone stop this pain?

No one can stop this pain...

Only being with you can...

Good bye cruel world....

I cried writing this.

I want you all to know that one person can save someone from suicide. That's all it takes. One person. One person being nice to someone who doesn't have a friend. Someone they have to tell their problems to and them to listen. Just one person.....that's all it take to save someone's life.

I'm sorry if you all are sad or if this has happened to you, but I had to get it out.

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