Enoch O'Connor X Reader

Chapter 9: Blessing and a Curse

*careful this is slightly 18+ m8rinos proceed at your own riskkkkk*

"Are you sure..?"

Enoch is cautiously positioned above me, our faces mere inches apart.

"Yes."

I look into his dark eyes with confidence that I've made the right decision. I lean in and begin to kiss him once more, wrapping my arms around his back and pulling him closer. We continue doing this until I completely rid of the space between us.

"Ah, I've not even got my trousers off, silly," he chuckles, pulling away to unbutton his pants.

"Oh, uh, about that, I kind of think we should keep as much clothes on as possible, just in case somebody interrupts again..."

"Oh, okay, yeah, good idea."

The butterflies in my stomach are overwhelming, making me contemplate the decision I had just been so sure of. I suppose it's too late to go back now, and I pull down my panties while keeping my lavender nightgown on. Enoch's lucky- he doesn't have to really take anything off. All he does is unbutton his trousers and he's all set.

"Y-y/n..?" Enoch says softly, repositioning himself on top of me; this time he's ready to go.

"I'm ready when you are," I respond somewhat reluctantly. I need to stop doubting myself... Quit worrying! It'll be fine. Calm yourself, y/n..

"O-okay.."

I feel him poke a bit at the surface, as if asking for entrance. I tense when he does so, but almost involuntarily. He pauses, looking back to me.

"It's okay, Enoch... If anybody were to take my virginity, I'd be glad it was you."

Slowly, yet forcefully, he puts it in. I can't help but wince slightly as he breaks my wall, alarming him.

"A-are you okay?" he inquires, looking quite concerned. "I can pull out if you'd like..."

"No! You're.. okay.. the pain won't last long. Only a minute or so..

He reluctantly pulls out slightly, but stops when he glimpses down.

"Oh, my God... You're..."

"Bleeding?"

"Y-yeah..."

He's so adorably concerned, I can't help but grin.

"That's okay! It's normal, I'm fine. I told you, it doesn't hurt for long.. The more you move, the better." I say that last part with a wink, which may or may not have been the most seductive thing I could do at the moment.

"Alright.."

He continues, and good God, I feel like I've been launched past cloud nine. I try my best to bite my lip as hard as I can to suppress the involuntarily moans escaping my mouth, but every now and then one would slip. I just hoped and prayed Horace, who was literally on the other side of the wall, was a sound sleeper. Enoch, on the other hand, barely made any noises at all; but when he did it was just so... Adorable? Sexy? I don't even know anymore; my brain is too frazzled (in a good way) to process much.

Our ecstasy lasts for what seems like hours but is most likely only minutes. He speeds up a tad, before whispering, "Y-y-y/n, I'm.. I'm getting close.."

"G-go ahead.. It's alright.. I am as well.."

The next few unfolding seconds were the undoing of whatever control I had over my body, and I couldn't stop one last, slightly loud noise as we finished.

"Y/n?" I hear Enoch say, his face centimeters away from mine.

"Y-Yeah..?" I respond.

I expect him to say something more, but instead our lips meet.

I could live in this moment forever.

***

Enoch and I were sitting under the tree that I normally sat under, showing me the capabilities of his new flying homunculi, when Horace passed us by.

He got a little bit past us before backtracking a few steps to stand in front of us.

I look over at Enoch.

What if he heard us?

Stop thinking of the worst case scenarios! Most likely just needs help locating something.

I hope so...

"Ah, there you are, you two. Have fun last night?" Horace inquires nonchalantly.

I glance over at Enoch with a look if dread, then back at Horace with the same expression.

"How did you...?" Enoch begins, his face turning a light pink. I can only assume mine must be doing the same.

Horace sighs, then says, "Sometimes my peculiarity is a blessing, but most of the time it's a curse."

He turns to walk away, but Enoch grabs him by the arm.

"You won't tell the headmistress, will you?"

Horace looks at us like we're crazy.

"Are you absolutely bonkers? Not with the punishments she's been giving out recently; I'm quite sure that's the last thing I'd ever want to see be done on our dining table, thank you very much."

And with that, he trotted away, leaving us stunned.