I Wanna Be- A Complicated Love Story

Chapter Thirteen

It was the week of finals and the state championship meet. I was nervous for many reasons :

Our track team made it to state, tests always make me nervous and Jordan and I still haven't been on our first date.

We've been dating for two weeks now but we really just didn't have the time to go on our date with him conditioning for basketball and we were both studying for finals. So all we really had time was do was play 21 questions or play some other kind of game until we both fall asleep every night. I would crawl in his bed and snuggle next to him, breathing in his unique scent always helps me to fall asleep peacefully. I loved waking up to seeing his beautiful smile I could do without the morning breath though.

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"Jordan can you help me with the math homework?  I'm stuck on number 2," I was getting so frustrated math was not my strength and I really needed to pass the quarter so I can go to prom in the spring.

"Uh... Yeah sure hold on I gotta finish this level though gimme a minute."

There he was back at playing GTA V it's like he was glued to the controller. I huffed and speed walked to his section of the room and stood in front of the TV. I clicked the TV off and crossed my arms,

"Baby all you do is play the game! Can you please help with this it's really important" I whined giving him a pouty face. He looked at me with those intense grey eyes and licked his pink lips, damn he knows that's my weakness! He got up and walked up to me wrapping his arms around me pulling me into a hug. I breathed in his scent and yelped as he grabbed my ass. I pulled back and playfully punched him in the chest.

"What baby that ass was calling me." He said innocently. I pushed him in front of me

"Come on so you can help me and we can go to this assembly."  He mocked me in high pitched girly voice not even sounding close to me. I swear this boy is silly.

***

After the assembly Jordan wanted me to meet his homeboys. I was uneasy about that because their all popular and are known around the school they were so tight knit and didn't allow many to hang with them. Jordan already met Shy and Peaches and of course they loved him. Peaches was like "baybeh if you wasn't with my bitch I would be all up on that ass!" Of course Jordan light bright ass blushed and then gulped uncomfortably. I chuckled at the memory,

"What yo short butt laughing at?" I looked up to see Jordan looking at me curiously.

"How red your face got when Peaches was like if you wasn't with me he would be all up on yo yella ass." He gave me a death glare and put me over his shoulder.

"PUT ME DOWN!" I laughed while kicking my feet he put me down and grabbed my hand as we neared the snack room. The snack room was the place to be especially if you're popular. We approached a group of about five guys that I must admit were gorgeous.

"Alright y'all this is my girl Liyah. Liyah, this is Trevor aka whiteboy, Quan aka Trim, Tyrone aka Ty and lastly Marion aka Midge." I can see why they call Marion Midge because he is short! He's shorter than me, I thought to myself. Tip spoke first "Wassup lil mama if J don't treat you right you can holla at ya boy." I giggled as Jordan put him in a headlock. They were all attractive and I know Shy would like Ty he was brown skinned with a fade like Jordan he had juicy lips and a killer smile. Boy if I wasn't with Jordan! Speaking of the devil Shy walked in with some booty shorts on and a baggy half shirt looking like shit with her hello kitty slippers on. Damn ima bad friend I forgot she had the flu!

"Liyah I texted your trifling ass to bring me some Theraflu I'm up there dying and you down here all hugged up on yo boo but I see how it is." She said all dramatic looking pitiful I could tell she was just playing but I still felt bad, "awe poor baby, my bad! I'll sleep over to make sure you're alright ima text peaches right now." I said reassuringly forgetting about Jordan.

"Oh hell naw baby you ain't bouta leave me alone!" Jordan looked jealous I chuckled and replied,

"Babe you got the Xbox, you play her more than me." I smirked and grabbed Shy's hand and led her out the snack room I noticed Ty staring her down. I knew it! Time to play matchmaker I thought evilly.

***

"Come on girl, let's get you into bed.", I say helping Shy into bed.

She is so sick, I hate to see her like this. The worst part is, finals and championships are next week and she has the flu. Awe, my poor girl. I feel bad, I need to get her together.

"Ima be right back Shy, ima go over to my room to tell Jordan that I'm gonna stay the night with you tonight." She nods her head and yells for me to get her a ginger ale.

I leave her room and run down to my dorm, Jordan is inside playing the game, as always.

"Baby, I'm homeeeee!", I sing. We both laugh and he runs to me and lifts me into the air, he gives me a big kiss.

"I missed you Baby, don't ever leave me again!", he holds me tight. "I'm never letting you go again."

"Awe Baby, you love making me blush don't you.", the smile on my face is huge. I force myself to make a sad face. "You're neverrrrrrr letting me go again? Welllllll, I kinda have to go back over to Shy's. She's really sick, she needs me tonight. Will you be okay without me for the night?"

Jordan looks at me, he looks hurt. "But Babyyyyyy, I'm going to miss you too much. How can I sleep without my beautiful girl in my arms?"

"Baby, you make me so happy, you say the sweetest things. But I really have to go, she needs me. I'll be back tomorrow, I promise. Okay?"

I hold his hands tight and reach to kiss him. I can't reach even on my tiptoes so he comes down the rest of the way and we kiss, it's always such a great feeling. His lips just feel so amazing against mine, I could kiss him forever. I giggle a little in the kiss because his hands find their favorite spot, my ass.

"Babe, I gotta....."

He deepens the kiss before I can say anything, I mean it gets intense. I am feeling all kind of ways, I want so much more from him right now. Right then, he gently lays me down in the bed, I forgot all that I was even saying before.. cause I mean, we've never done this before. My heart starts racing when I hear his zipper on his pants being opened. I don't know what to think. He slowly takes off his pants and tosses them. He gives me an intense look and he leans in and kisses my neck as he starts to slide my skirt down and off of me. My mind is going crazy, "Its too soon!" my mind screams but my mouth never opens to let the words escape my lips. Jordan gently pulls me and sits me up so he can properly take my shirt off of me. He is careful not to hurt me as he lifts my shirt up and over my head. I bite my lip hard as I realize, I am in nothing but a bra and my thong. He smiles at me and lays me back on the bed, kissing me deeply.

"You are so beautiful Aaliyah" He says to me when he sits up to take his shirt off.

I smile and sit up with him. "Ready to be my first yet again baby?"

He smiles and lays me back down on the bed. He kisses my neck softly and moves down kissing every spot until he reaches my breast, he kisses the rim of my boob that is just outside my bra as he slowly unsnaps my bra and removes it from my body completely. He looks at me and smiles as he looks down at my itty bitty titties, I can't help but blush, noone had ever seen my breasts before. He doesn't make me feel nervous or self concious about it though, he instead leans in close and starts slowly fiddling with my breasts. He gropes them in his hands and kisses them all over, my body is on fire at the way he's touching me and holding me. A shiver shoots up my spine when he starts to suck  and nibble my nipple. I let out a soft moan and he smiles up at me, happy at the noise I was making.

"Baby, are you sure you want this? You have me so turned on right now. I want more.." Jordan whispers into my ear.

I don't know what to think or how to feel, my mind is going in circles. It seems so unreal..

All I can think to say is...

"Jordan, I'm ready."