Epilogue

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Ashton Irwin was the first man I ever told my name.

He was the first to see my natural hair color.

He was the first to see the real me.

He was the first to see me in love.

To this day, I feel the guilt of what I've done across the country. I continuously rode that high of being people's firsts, that I never took their feelings into consideration.

Now here I am, a year later and still completely heart broken by Ashton.

Ashton Irwin had broke me, like I broke those around me.

I was captivated by the feeling of being in control of people's hearts. Easily being able to crush them after I got what I wanted from them.

Michael had the heart of a child. He was carefree.

Calum had the heart of a artist. He had a passion for music, and I used it against him.

Luke had the heart of gold. He was pure until I came and destroyed him.

As for Ashton, he had a jet black heart.

Just like me.

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