Randomness of the National Dream Knight

He Will Never Care

Please read until the end.
There's a story waiting.

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You like him? He doesn't care.
You want him? He doesn't care.
You love him? He doesn't care.
Now, you feel hurt? Still  he doesn't care.

He left. You missed him.
He met another girl. You didn't know.
He was hurt. He came to you.
Now, he is happy. You are happy.

After a while of closeness, he doesn't care anymore.
He made you happy. He doesn't care.
You still love him? Still he doesn't care!
Now, you're hurting? But still he doesn't care.

Earlier, he talks to you first. You liked him.
Earlier, he gave you gifts. You wanted him.
Earlier; he doesn't want you to leave. You loved him.
Later, he vanished. Now, you're hurt.

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This poem is a story of a girl who liked  someone for a very very long time. But the boy chose to hurt her by merging into her life and left her with no choice but to let go of him.

I'll tell you a story.

There was a girl named Eloisa. When she first entered highschool she was so nervous because she is not that sociable to make friends but as the time goes by she managed to make friends in her class.

One day she saw a sophomore guy which is fortunately her sister's classmate. She had a crush on him since that day. You may say it's love at first sight. But knowing Eloisa, she doesn't medle with others that much so she kept liking him as a secret.

She thought she would only like him for few weeks or months but no. A day came, and she saw a birthday greeting on her friend's timeline and it was is crush who posted it. While reading the post, which she chose not to read the whole of it 'cause it hurts her and she realizes that on that moment, -- almost 4 years had past -- she still likes him but he likes her friend instead.

August 14, 2016. It was the most unusual and surprising moment of her life. While scrolling on her phone's screen, a chat head popped up but the photo was not shown, maybe because of the slow internet connection.

It says, "Hii", on it.

Ignoring the chat, she continued scrolling on her phone's screen. About 10 minutes after, she got curious on whoever chatted her "Hi". So she opened the messenger app icon and when the names had finally loaded, she saw his name plasterred on her screen. Shocked and surprised. That's how she describe her feelings back then.

She wandered. "Why would he message me so sudden?"

She screenshotted the message and sent it to the groupchat with her bestfriends. Asking them if she should reply back or not. One of them said, "This is the moment Eloisa." Others said, "Ayieeeh!" So she replied back saying, "Hello 😁"

On that day, they replied to each other as if they were bestfriends. Then a moment came, her crush asked, "Is it true that you like me?", Eloisa had a second thought on answering his question but decided to say, "Yes. Since I was in grade 7." He only managed to say, "Wow!"

After sometime, they've been close. Specifically, for 6 months.

October 29, 2016. It was Eloisa's birthday. She was so happy. Knowing that she might get a greetings from his looong time crush. But morning till noon had past, she still didn't get a greeting from him. She felt sad. But unexpectedly, moments after, she got it. As she read the message she felt the urge of crying not because she is sad but because she is very happy.