First letter,
Dear: Darren
I may say our love is cruel but who am I? What am I to even pass that judgement?
I don't think there'll ever be a day where I can forget your existence.
I'm tormented to the point of wanting to break away but I'm bound by darkness and drunk in your poison. A sweet loving wound so deep it may cut but never bleed.
I cry aloud with anguish, but it's like I'm crying to a deaf ear that's blocked by cockiness and unseen whispers, ushered by other people.
You said it was forever but how long is that?
How long will I have to wait? Till my bones crush and my voice becomes whimpers?
But even then you won't turn an ear to listen to my pleas.
I'm drowning in the depts of your blood, my skin ripped leaving nothing but bare nakedness.
Breathing is getting harder, I'm suffocating, choking by the posion you enjected into me.
I might as well be non existsent.
I wobble and stumble, walking like a drunk men, my thoart burns from toxic and poison.
You don't hear my screams, my voice muffled.
I may say I love you but the word love is empty and it's nothing but meaningless lies.
The acid burns my throat, your words messes with my consciousnesses.
Shame creeps up under my skin. Don't look at me, I'm shaking with terror, please don't find out..
-Emiilatte
Ps. The picture is an extract from the book Book girl and the sucidal mime
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My life in one book ❤ It was here that I met you~ 🌸🍦
AléatoireThe title says it all ^.^ This is a book about me and my life and yes all of it is about my life (note names have been changed to protect privacy) I apologize in advance for the dark letters I wrote >.< Enjoy!
