The Pretty Reckless

What have i just done?

Beths POV

My first night in the boys house and......i absolutly positvly HATE IT!! God! I feel so controlled and obviously i dont like that feeling. The boys went to bed the same time i did so there probably asleep..great!

I pull the fluffy whute sheets off my body and hop over to my vanity the boys bought me.

I take a look at all my makeup and take out what im going to put on. Then i go to the closet and search through everything. They didnt have anything that was for a club. Goody two shoes they are.

I slump down until i remeber i have the perfect club outfit. I just havent unpacked it yet. I havent unpacked anything from that bag yet, mostly cause theres some smokes and weed in there and you could probably smell it.

I rush over to my bag and ruffle through all my clothes until i find the thing i was looking for.

I quickly slip it on, its a short, very tight black dress that comes to about Mid thigh.

After that i straighten my hair. Its already straight but this just makes it pin straight the way i like it and it goes all the way to my lower back.

I look myself in the mirror. "God im ugly" i say like no big deal as i begin painting my face with makeup.

I do a dark smokey eye and a dark red lip, with lots of concealer to make my skin look the opposite of what i actually look like. I look in the mirror once again and im ready.

Now, just getting past the boys without waking them up.

I tiptoe down the stairs and land in the hallways with the door facing me.

CRAP!! I forgot my shoes . I run/hop up the stairs as quickly as i can andgrab my 6 inch black heels and go back down the stairs. i was actually surprised i didnt wake any of the boys up. I mean i wasnt very quiet, huh....must be deep sleepers. I shrugg and walk out the doors.

I call a taxi, cause no way am i walking in these heels.

I get in the bright yellow car and tell the driver "palpori sand club." i say,he knods his head and we are off.

We pull up and i pay the driver 20.

I walk in the club and thr music is blasting my ears, i can smell the alchol coming from every single perdon in here. I love the smell of alchol, i get drunk just smelling it.

I look around the club, just eyeing everything up, getting a feel for it, ya know....

This place is awasome,people grinding on eachother, alchol, drugs, guys, lights. Everything just screams BETH all over it. Time to do this shit.

I tell the bartender to give me the most alcholic drink they have and i go to the dance floor.

A tap on my shoulder and someone grabbing my waist, i already know what to do. I dont know who this is, but i start grinding hard on them, my hand behind their head as i move my body to the rhythme of the song. As the night goes on i move from guy to guy, giving them a peice on Beth ;)

Ive been ordering drinks all the time.

Im just going nuts, i probably look like the biggest slut here, but who fucking cates, im not with my brother, or any of the boys, or Niall.

What? You thought i actually loved him? Ahahah oh my god that funny!! Ahahal. No.

I mean hes cute but hes too "good boy" for me. I need a bad boy. Niall would never do this.

The only reason i was being all nice and livey dovey to those fags was so i coukd get out of here. i do not want to be here.

At all!

Im taken out of my thoughts when a man comes over and tries to buy me a drink. He was so nervous he dropped the drink on the way over here. Ha loser. I walk outside and beside and ally way so i can have a fag.

I take em out and light one up.

I take a deep breath of smoke in and let it out aahhhh perfect. Smokes always calms me down. I know there not good for you but i can suffer the consequences later.

I dont really care about being "healthy" i just wanna have fun while i still can.

The night goes on and the more i drink the less im in reality and the more im thinking theres a talking ice cream cone in the xorner of the room.

Right now im jusy mixing in with all the other bodies that are dancing.

Flopping all over the place, falling. I xan nit stand up straight.

"Hey there...." says a raspy voice

I get chills coming up my spine as i turn around. I can see a man with a blaxk quiff and brown eye. Damn this guy is hot!! God i already want to fuck him.

"Well. Hello there.." i say in a low sexy voice..

He smirks as he puts his hand on my lower back and comes face to face with me.

"You wanna go back to my place?" he says in a low voice. I nod my head as he calls a taxi and we go back to his place.

"So whats your name sexy?" he says, ohh so were using nick names now?

"Whatever you want my name to be.." i say as i breat on his neck. He shivers. " i like that." he says right before we stop and i get out of the taxi.

I recognise this place?  Huh whatever.

I go inside and its all blurry i cant see anything.

He brings me upstairs.

He lays me on the bad and has one leg on either side of me as hes taking his shirt of to reveal him toned six pack!!

He sends kisses to my neck sucking lightly as he travles up to my jaw line i let a moan out and grind on him.

I take my top off and fling it by the door.

He starts kissing everywhere on my body and i do the same back. He slowly takes his jeans off and looks me dead in the eye and whispers "your so beautiful." the rest is a blur.

I wake up with the sunshining and a killer hangover. I look around and i am back at my brothers house. Holy shit did we..??? No...no way. This isnt his room. Shit. Fuck. I just had sex with one of his best friends.

The door opends to reveal Zayn!!!

"ZAYN!!" i yell as i lunge at him screaming.

He pushes me off.

"Wha-oh SHIT!! NO NO NO NO!!" shit HArrys gonna kill me!! Aarrraahhhh!!" he yells.

"Im so sorry Zayn. Im gonna get you in so much shit." i said bowing my head.

"Just please dont talk to me." Zayn said as he sat down.

"Zayn please, im so sor-"

"GET OUT!" he yells. I stumble back i shock and fright.

"O-okay..." i say as i feel tears brimming my eyes as i run out into my own room.

I lay on my bed and sob, i cry.

What have i just done?

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