The Pretty Reckless

She Didnt...Did She?...

Louis POV

"Bye guys! dont get too pissed up!" i yell as the boys all shuffle into Harrys Range Rover.

they all roll their eyes and give a slight nod. typical.

I walk back into the house. Beths upstairs, i kinda wanted to go with the boys but Harry didn't want to leave beth alone. so i got stuck with it.

Joy.

well, have nothing better to do. El's in New York and shes busy so i cant talk to her or anything. i just really miss her ya know? oh yeah....you probably dont..

well might as well just watch tv for a bit just wait till the boys get home.

i turn on the tv, to show keeping up with the Kardashians.  Who the fuck watches that here? i dont think the boys do...probably Beth. but she doesnt seem like the type really...

i flick through the channels to find a decent show, called TMZ? i think. ehhh better than the other shit i was watching.

i stretch my body out on the couch and pick up the bowl of half eaten chips the boys left behind.

wowwww.....this couch is really comfy....never noticed before....huh....damn ive had a long day....so much...stuff..to do...maybe i can just rest my eyes...just for a little?....

*SMASH*

dafuq was that!?

so close to getting sleep. okay lets go back to sle- BETH!! holy shit!! is she okay!?!?

i tumble off the couch and attempt to make my way upstairs but my damn foot is asleep...i drag ut up stairs and stomp into Beths room. only to find her not there. huh??.... i walk slowly over to her bed to see if she just fell out of her bed..

nope..

crap!

*hiiisssssss*

whats that?

i stumble over to  the bathroom across the hall and look in..nope not there. where is she!?

wait!! she has her own bathroom!

i walk..very smoothly if i may add...over to her bathroom to find her in her own pool of blood draining from her wrist and a smashed mirror.

"BETH!!!!" i yell as i kneel down beside her and hold in the pain as i kneel right on the glass. i shake her...nothing....shake her harder....nothing.....okay....this isn't good. i pick her up in my arms and carry her to my car. put her in the back seat crank the heat up and speed down to the hospital. im surprised i didn't get a ticket my lucky day.

i carry her out and run into the emergency and scream "HELP!! HELP WE NEED FUCKING HELP!!" immediately 5 nurses come and take Beth from me as i let them put her on a gurney.

they run her down the hall as i follow closely closely as the nurse is asking me questions "whats happened sir?" 

"S-s-he cut...." i call distantly.

"were you there?..."

"no i is fucking there!! if i was she wouldn't have done it!!!" i scream in her face. why the hell are nurses so dumb!? god!

she looks at me as she scurries ahead of me and helps the others attend to Beth.

"sir, please have a seat in our waiting room." a doctor comes to me.

i take a seat. in a hospital.

with Beth.

Why? why her? what has happened to her to make her like this? what happened to her? i should have taken more care of her. i happy have been with her. this is all my fault. FUCK!!!  

i put my face in my hand and sob silently as nurses and patients are looking at me with pity.

"are u Louis Tomlinson?..." a woman with a camera comes up to me. what the actual fuck.

i just look at her and get up.

"whats happened to that mysterious girl you brought into the hospital? is she your fling? are u cheating on Eleanor!?" she asks.

before i know it i have at least 5 cameras and 20 people getting shoved in my face. in a damn hospital!!

" STOP!! CANT YOU SEE IM IN A fUCKING HOPITAL!! WHY CANT YOU BASTARDS LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE FOR TWO FUCKING SECONDS!! I dONT THINK YOU WANT CAMERAS SHOVED IN YOUR FACE ALL FUCKING DAY!! JUST FUCK oFF AND GET A rEAL JOB!!!!!" i screamed. im fucking done. This is a total invasion of privacy and in a hospital!!!!???

they all stare at me in shock. the patients backing away. the cameras- shit, the cameras got all that!! fuck.

i storm  off into the bathroom. i cant take this.

I need to call Harry!!!

i dial *******

ring...ring...ring...ri-

"Louis?"

"H-harry?..."

"Lou Whats happened?..."

"Beth...."

"Louis..."

"just get to the lakegadfa Hospital...'"

i hang up before i hear his response. i dont want to hear his response.

*Approximately 16 minutes later*

this cant be happening. no...this is just a dream...any second now im going just wake up and everything will be okay...

But before everything could be okay...The boys run in the hospital looking angry out of breath and violated. paps.

"WHERES BETH!!!" Harrys screams as he runs to me.

"Harry stop. shes in a room." i say.

"TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!!??" he yells.

"a smash....the mirror...blood...wrist..i-im so sorry...." i sputter out. i cant say it. i cant.

his eyes go from angry to pain.

"no....she didnt...did she?.."

i slowly nod my head as my vision gets blurry.

The boys stand there scared angry and wonder coursing through their eyes.

"not again....please not again..." he mutters. ive never seen his so vulnerable. it was scaring me.

"what d-do you mean not again.....?" i ask still cautious.

"YOU.....!!!" he yells as he charges for me...

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