The Pretty Reckless

Take a look in the mirror

I slowly got into the car with Niall behind me and came face to face with the three other band mates. Talk about awakward. .....

I sat down in the very back, and Niall sat down beside me. Thank god i dont know what i would do if i had to sit by Harry.

"Its okay now?" he asks. Aww isnt he the sweetest.

"Yes. Thank you" i say and smile sweetly.

He smiles back.

"Hi im Zayn!" says Zayn, wow he was hot.

with his chisled looks. Damn.

"Hello love im Liam." says the guy with the puppy dog eyes.

"And...drum role please......Louis Tomlinson!!" he says. Haha him and i are defenatly going to be best friends.

"Ummmm ha, you already know me, but im Niall...." he says all shy. God Niall and his cute irishnesss. It will kill meee.

"Haha ummmm hi, im Bethany, but call me Beth. " for once i actually have nothing against these guys. Except Harry.

"I love that name by the way..." says Zayn.

"Really? I hate my name i think its so plain.." i say.

"Haha everyone hates their name love." he says. Wow he seems wise. I like him!

"So Beth!! Tell us about you!!" yells Louis. Shit.

"No, id rather not." i said with no emotion. I cant let them in. Not after last time.

"Awww why!?" louis says in his kid whiney voice. Crap shit..

"No guys." i said strenly.

They all pouted except for Niall and Harry, they knew something was up.

"Leave her alone mate.." said Niall. There he is always when i need him :)

I smile up at him.

The car jolts to a stop and we all get out.

"I'll show you to your room love" said Liam.

He seems like the sweet one out of all of them.

I nod and he leads me upstairs to a huge room with a walk in closet.

"We didnt know what you were like so we left it plain so you could decorate it yourself. "

He says. Yay i could have some fun with this. "Ok, Niall will be up with you bags, get unpacked and we will call you for dinner." dinner, shit they are 5 teenage boys they probably eat alot. They dont know about my probablem. Im bulimic. I never eat and if i do i just puke it up.

I never have liked my body, its always to fat or to skinny. Its just a huge mess.

"Okay!! Here are your lovley bags miss styles!!" niall says jokingly. .

"Haha! Hey...i wanna say thanks for..umm. Protecting me back there. I appretiate it." i say then look at the ground embarrased. Why am i embarrased , what does this boy do to me?

He chuckles and lifts my chin up so we are looking into eachothers eyes.

"Anytime." he says then walks out.

Hes better than me at my own game.

I look at my bags and begin to unoack. Shirt, top drawer, shorts bottom drawer and i put everything away. Im just about to lay on my bed and listen to some music until i get called for dinner.

Crap. Maybe if i stay up here long enough they wont notice.

Yeah.

5 minutes pass

Knock. Knock.knock.

"Its me Niall! You coming for food!?" he asks. "Ummm not hungry..." i say, him not being convincing at all.

"Never become an actress." he says then chuckles and i find myself chuckleing  aswell.

I open the door and find him leaning against the door frame.

"Come on its food!!" he says and his eyes fill upwith excitment.

"No im really not that hungry..." i say.

"Come on? Please? For meeee!?" he says with hopeful eyes.

"Is Harry going to be there?" i ask.

"Yes"

"Nope.."

"Hey, i'll be there" he says hugging me.

"Okay...fine..." i say.

"Yeessss?!" he says like a kid on christmas morning.

I chuckle as he drags me downstairs.

We go into the kitchen and automatically Niall leaves my side and goes for the chicken, then he has potatoes, gravey, spagettii, and a whole bunch of other stuff.

I grab a plate already throwing up in my mind. And look at the salad and take a spoonful on salad, if that.  I go sit down and all the boys are there shortly after me. They all take one look at my plate and each give me the biggest thing on all their plates.

"Thats not dinner." says Harry.

"It is for me..." i say trying to stay calm.

"No, its not!" he says raising his voice. Okay thats it!

"Your not the boss of me!!!" i yell back.

"Why are you so difficult!?"

"Why are you such an ass!!!??" i yell.

"Im not the slut!!" he yells. As soon as those words leave his mouth the room goes silent and they all look at Harry shocked.

I have tears in my eyes and the only thing keeping me here is Niall griping my wrist under the table.

"You know what!? I dont need this shit! I didnt ask to come here!! I didnt want to be the sister of the international popstar harry styles! I never asked for any of this!!! So for you to sit there and act like this is all my fault, and wonder why i changed, look in the mirror and you have your answer!!!!!!" i yell. And ripping my wrist away from Niall. I still have what i wore from the party on and i leave.

and i know exactly where im going.

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