Forbidden love

9

Zoe...
There I was, behind the school with Chul.
I only asked him to come by because I wanted to tell him something, something very important. Do you remember when he said he was going back to Korea in high school and then he stayed because of me?, well now I'm the one going, not because I want to it's because my mom got a new job, we are in USA but she got a job in Korea, it's nonsense. She says it's a one year job but if it goes right she may stay there forever. I can't live without him. Thanks god they told my mom to start next year.

~Chul, I have to tell you something.
-Tell me.
~I may not be here next year.
-What?
~My mom got a new job in Korea she need to start next year.
-Zoe, you mean you are going to go?
~I have no option, I may come back one year later or I may not come back never.
-So there is a probability that you may come back?
~Yes, there is.
-Well that's good.
~I don't want to leave you Chul.
-Calm down, you are not leaving me, don't worry Zoe.
~ You will forget me.
- No I won't, I will never forget you, Zoe I love you so much you are the reason why I smile.
I hugged Chul so tight, I didn't want to let him go, he was my entire life my reason to be and suddenly a tear fall down slowly.

Chul...
I went there without asking nothing not even why she wanted to go there, I just follow her.

-Zoe why we are here?
~I just want to tell you I love you Chul.
-I love you too but why we come here? We didn't come here just because you wanted to say you love me.
~The truth is... is that I will leave.
-What are you talking about? Leave when? Why? To where?
~I know you have a lot of questions but I will answer them in another time not right now not today.
-Why? Why not? Zoe you are freaking me out I don't understand.
~The only thing I will tell you it's that I may leave and not come back.
I yelled at here I was mad because I was so happy with her and all of a sudden she tells me she is leaving. I told here that if she left I will go with her but she just grabbed my hand.
~Chul, I know that you are mad but understand please I don't want to leave you being mad at me.
-I fucking love you alright, I don't give a shit if you are going to Korea or not but I don't understand this anymore, do you love me? do you even care about me? I'm not sure anymore you have been distant since a while now and I feel you push me apart of your life.
~Please..
-What? Do you want me to calm down when the only person I love with all my damn heart it's going to the other side of the world? Do you want me to not me mad when you have been keeping secrets from me? Do you want me to understand you when you don't even understand me?
~Shit, I didn't want to get mad at you but now I am.
-Get mad at me, get mad at me all you want cause you ain't going to see me the rest of your life.
~Well fine if you want to be like this it's fine.
-I'm fucking leaving from here.

That was the last time I talked to Zoe, the rest of the school year we didn't even talk or see each other, on second grade she was gone she didn't said nothing she just left, not even a goodbye and it was all my fault, I had the damn fault.