Forbidden love

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Zoe..
Years passed very fast, more than I imagined. I really liked fourth grade, it was the grade where Sang-Chul started showing his feelings and before going on vacations he hugged me very hard and told me on the ear: " Zoe, just wait" after that he gaved me a letter. I really didn't understand what he meant with "just wait" until I read the letter.

" Zoe, since the day I met you I felt safe, I think of you everyday, we are only 9  and 10 years old, you may say we are little to know what love is, but for me love it's the feeling you get when you see a person you care about and I care a lot about you. You can know if you are in love in 3 ways: the first one, every time the person you think you love is around your heart starts pounding very fast it almost feels like your dying, second one, your body temperature gets higher, you feel hot, your checks get red and your head states hurting, third one, even when that person isn't around you think of her constantly, guess what? I Sang-Chul actually like Zoe-Lou, I don't know how can I like a really stubborn girl, but what can I say I'm crazy, saranghae Zoe, hope you accept my feelings, your friend Chul".

He was able to say something I wasn't, he did what I couldn't, he really liked me, Sang-Chul liked Zoe-Lou.
By the way he is crazy, why does he writes korean word when he knows I stopped speaking korean at the age of 4, sarang, saranghae? This boys keeps making me confuse, what could it mean saranghae? I really need to start korean classes again, maybe one of this days he tells me something in and finds out that I don't understand. You crazy boy Sang-Chul.

Chul...
If they asked me what year of elementary I liked the most I would say forth grade. In that year I had the balls to tell Zoe that I liked her, I don't have regrets of doing it.

I liked fifth grade too, because when we return from vacation on the first day of school as soon as Zoe saw me she ran and hug and tell me: " Thank you, thank you for the letter, I will wait" after that the back of and star at me smiling for a while and then she went. We became even more closer after that, we spent all our time together, I really likes it. On my 11th birthday Zoe gaved me a present, inside of it there was a letter and a box of candies. I hugged her and whispered on her ear: " Komawo, I will read the letter later".

When I arrived home I ran to my room, I grabbed Zoe's present and took out the letter and started reading it:
"Happy birthday Chul or I have to say  saengihl chugha hamnida, I hope you have a great birthday, eat a lot of cake. Aigo? saranghae? I have to accept I don't remember korean, one of this days teach me again, what do you say? You crazy boy, have fun on your birthday, meet me at the park at 5 o'clock, I have something to tell you in person, take care."

After I read the letter, I constantly looked the clock to check if it was already 5 o'clock, when the time arrived I went running to the park with a smile on my face. When I arrived to the park I saw Zoe on the swings, she shouted my name while smiling and waving her hand, I went were she was and she told me: " Chul, I have something to say"
but I interrupted her and hugged her and tell her: " Zoe, I like you, I really do".