Forbidden love

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Zoe...
We were already on our last year of elementary, I was so nervous, our graduation was near only 3 months left.  You may say 3 months are a lot but they past fast, really fast. Chul was excited, he wanted to pass to junior high since a long time. I was scared, I didn't want to be in another school, I was afraid to be separated from Chul.

There I was on the graduation day sitting next to him, he hold my hand and told me: "After the graduation let's go to the park I have something to tell you". After those words I felt anxious, I wanted to know what he was going to tell me, maybe he would ask me if I..... mm no that's stupid.

When they call my name to pick up my certificate of graduation, I felt like I was going to throw up, but I didn't, after they gave me my certificate they called Chul, he looked so damm hot, he saw me with a smile and winked, I rubbished and smile back. Finally the graduation was over, immediately Chul grabbed my hand and start running, while we were running I was smiling, he turned to me and smile. We arrived to the park in 10 minutes.

-I have something to tell you.
~Tell me.
-You know I like you and you like me.
~Yes.
-Zoe, be my girlfriend.
~Chul...
-I really like you, your perfect.
~I really like you too, I think of you every second every hour.
-Soo... will you...
~Yes, but let's keep it between us.
-As you wish.
~This will be our special place, here we will meet.
-Araso, it's perfect.
~Chul, can I ask you something?
-Yes.
~Aren't we young for this kind of stud.
-I don't mind.
~But what if....
Before I even completed the phrase he kissed me.
-I don't care if we are 10,11 or 12.
~ Just promise me one thing.
-Yes?
~Stay always by mi side, never leave me alone.

He hugged me after I said those words and whispered: " You are my best friend, my other half, my everything, you mean the world to me, where else could I be if it wasn't with you".

Chul...
We were already in sixth grade, the time passed very fast. I already wanted to go to junior high, I really wanted to grow up. Even if the life of a grown up it's complicated I really liked it. Being a kid sucks, you can't do anything, and the thing I wanted to do the most was to be with Zoe, not as friends, but we were to young so it couldn't happen, I really hated it because I loved her.

Our graduation was cool, they gave us our certificate and a pin. That day after the graduation, on the park I proposed to Zoe, but I wanted to keep it as a in a secret because in that time it wasn't correct to fall in love to young, our relationship could be named "forbidden love", we shouldn't be together but my feelings for her were a lot, I couldn't just avoid them, I couldn't just pretend I didn't feel anything for her. She is the girl of my dreams, the girl I think of all day long, the girl I want the most, she is my girl. You may say I'm crazy or  exaggerated but if loving a person to much is being crazy, then I'm insane. Sometimes I just wanted to grab her hand and take her far away and tell her: "We can finally be happy", but sometimes things aren't that easy as we think.
One day we were outside of my house sitting on the street.
-Hey Zoe.
~Hmm?
-One day I would be able to be happy with you.
~So, you aren't right now?
-Yes, but this is not what I wanted.
~What you want?
-I want to be able to grab your hand in front of others, hug you at any time, not to hide all the time.
~Just wait Chul.