His Gardener, Confession

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Ciel's POV

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Today was Saturday, meaning Lady Elizabeth was coming later despite my immense distaste for her. I understood she was my fiance and all, but I just despised her. Almost as much as I despised being called childish. I sighed when I heard someone coming, assuming it was Elizabeth.

"Young Master?"

Finny?

"Yes, Finnian?"

"I was wondering what time Lady Elizabeth was coming."

"That has nothing to do with you, Finny."

"Please Young Master. Lady Elizabeth torments me for my feelings towards you, and I don't want to be near her-- SHIT! I shouldn't have said that! Dammit!"

Lizzy was mistreating my servant? And Finny of all of them?

"Finnian. Come in here."

He obeyed and stepped inside my office, tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Finny. What does she say to you?"

"That-That I'm the worst servant in the world and that-that you deserve one m-much better."

He fell to his knees sobbing and I kneel in front of him, wrapping him in a hug, "Shh. It's okay. It's okay. You are the best servant an Earl could ask for."

He looked at me, "R-Really?"

I wiped his tears with my thumb softly, and traced his cheek with it, "Yes Finnian, you are my favourite servant I have ever had."

"You should hate me."

I was so confused. I'm in love with Finny. Why would I hate him?

"Why?"

"I'm a faggot..."

"FINNIAN!" I screamed, making him cry more.

Shit.

Oh Lord, how do I do this? Should I just tell him? Or should I...? I know.

I lifted his chin up so he was looking at me and kissed him. I started out slowly but when I knew he wasn't planning on pulling away, I swiped my tongue across his bottom lip, asking for entrance. Finnian happily opened up, wrapping his arms around my neck. I pulled him in closer, my hands resting on his hips. Our tongues intertwined and I can almost hear Finny's glee.

That's when I heard a knock on the door, "CIIIEEEEELLLLL!!!"

Elizabeth.

I quickly pulled away, wiping my mouth with a handkerchief. I reach up and clean Finny's mouth as well, smiling softly.

I stand, reaching down and helping Finny to his feet.

"See Finnian, this is why you have to be careful. One day you will hurt someone."

I hugged Finny tight, assuring him that I was just lying to give him an excuse to be in my office.

"It will be okay," I whispered.

I went to open the door, but Elizabeth opened it so fast neither of us had time to get out of the way. The wood hit Finny in the back of the head, a resounding crack echoing throughout the small room as he collapsed to the floor.

"FINNY!" I cried, kneeling next to him.

He was unconscious and blood was staining his blonde hair a light red.

"Whoopsy Daisy," Lizzy giggled, "Now he can't break anything!"

"SHUT UP!" I yelled, looking up and glaring at her.

I noticed that Lizzy was now crying because of me yelling at her. She is so childish.

"Sebastian!"

Seconds later Sebastian walked in with Paula and gasped, "What happened here?!"

"My Lady!" Paula yelled and went to comfort Elizabeth, while Sebastian rushed over to me.

"What's wrong my Lord?"

"Kill Lady Elizabeth! That's an order!"

"I can't do that My Lord. That's against the contract."

"Fine! Then help Finny! NOW!"

Sebastian nodded and lifted Finny bridle style, turning to glare at Elizabeth before leaving the room.

"Do you really want me dead, Ciel?"

I ignored her question, answering with one of my own, "Is it t-true that you say mean things to Finnian?"

"I mean, nothing too bad. Why?"

I sighed. Is she really that stupid?

"Tell me what you've said to him!"

She giggled, "I told him it was disgusting that he was a fag in love with his Master-- Whoops!" She covered her mouth and laughed again, "I shouldn't have said that."

I was infuriated!

"Excuse me for asking. But are you the reason Finny came to me this morning in hysterics? Saying that I deserved much better?" I took a deep breath and continued, "When I asked why, all he said were the exact words, 'I'm a faggot'. Do you understand the pain Finny went through when he was younger?"

"What pain? Fake depression?"

I reached my boiling top and screamed, "NO! HE WAS TESTED AT A LAB AND FORCED TO FIGHT TO THE DEATH WITH HIS OWN FRIENDS! HE WAS NOTHING BUT A FUCKING NUMBER!!"

I calmed down and looked at the floor, murmuring, "S, Dash, Zero, One, Two..."

I sighed for the ten billionth time that day, just letting tears fall from my eyes.

S-012.

Why would anyone torture a living being to that extreme?

I looked Paula in the eyes and she cringed, "S-Sir. Why are you so upset?"

"Why am I upset? Maybe because your little princess thinks about no one but herself! Finnian is a human, and I demand he be treated as such!"

At that, I turned and walked out of the room.


Sorry I changed it, y'all. It kinda sucked. - 9/5/19 - BlueBearLGBT

Edited it again. Grammar changes and stuff. - 10/19/20 - BlueBearLGBT

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