Young Master? (Finny x Ciel fanfiction)

His Gardener, Crushed

Trigger warning!!~~ Suicide, Swearing, Mentions on Miscarriage.

Finny's POV

I woke when I heard a loud bang... I turned over and gasped... Ciel was lying on the floor, his blood and brain fragments everywhere, and a gun in his limp hand... I screamed at the top of my lungs, hoping this was all just a dream...

Sebastian ran in and gasped.

"YOUNG MASTER!!" He cried, kneeling beside Ciel. 

It all was too much, and I fainted.

When I woke, I couldn't remember what happened, but I did know that Ciel wasn't with me...

Recollection took place and I screamed "CIIEEEELLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!" 

Sebastian ran in and held me close... "He's gone Finny... I'm sorry... He's gone..." 

I screamed and struggled, before collapsing into Sebastian's arms, crying...

I can't believe he did this...

He killed himself...

He's dead...

Sebastian didn't seem very upset with the whole thing, but I understand he has to stay strong for me.

Tears slipped from my eyes as I held my stomach...

Three hours later I was rubbing my belly, lying in Ciel's bed with his pajamas on. I was apparently the new Earl Phantomhive...

I cooed at my stomach, and whispered... "I love you Baby... I wish Daddy were here to see you when you're born..."

I burst into tears and began to cry. 

That's when a knock came at the door.

 "Young Master?" It was Bard, "I'm sorry about what happened with Finny..."

"He's dead" I replied, trying not to cry, "He committed suicide..."

"Who did?!"

"Ciel..."

I began to sob, and Bard quickly opened the door and held me in his arms. 

"Shh..." he whispered, just as Ciel used to do...

I started to cry harder and Bard ended up getting Sebastian...

By the time he came in I was sobbing on my side, in too much grief to listen to anyone...

"Finny!" Someone yelled, I'm not sure who...

"Finnian!! You're going to hurt the baby!!!!"

I sat up, sobbing and shuddering. "S-Sorry..."

"It's okay... Just be careful..." I bit my lip as more sobs threatened to leave my mouth. Sebastian put a hand on my shoulder, "I know you loved him, but you need to stay calm or else you will Miscarry..."

My eyes widened and tears rolled down my cheeks.

I hadn't thought about that...

I don't want to hurt my baby... I hugged my belly and lied down, taking deep breaths.

"There you go... Breath..." My eyes slipped shut as Sebastian ran his gloved fingers through my hair. Exhaustion took over, and I fell asleep.

Finally...