Young Master? (Finny x Ciel fanfiction)

His Gardener, Missing You

Finny's POV

It's been almost a month since Ciel died, and not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I'm now about four months along, and getting bigger every day. It's obvious that I'm pregnant, so I can't go out in public. My boyfriend just died, so no one really questions it.

I stand and go slowly to the bathroom, panting lightly. I thought the morning sickness would have stopped by now. I kneel beside the toilet, emptying my stomach into the bowl.

"Finny?" I hear.

It's Bard. He almost left the manor a month ago, but when Ciel died, he wanted to make sure I was okay.

It's actually really sweet of him, considering he hated Ciel with a burning passion.

"Finny, are you okay?"

I stand and brush my teeth, yelling, "Yeah."

I can hear his footsteps down the hall, and I know he's gone.

I look at myself in the mirror. I look horrible. My skin is pale, I have dark bags under my eyes, I'm far too thin, and I have this giant thing in me! I bury my head in my hands, sighing deeply. If I continue to live this way, I am putting myself, and my child, in danger.

"Suck it up Finnian!" I yell at the mirror, "He's gone! You can't do anything about it!"

I stand staring at myself for a good ten seconds, before bursting into tears. I run back to my bed, sobbing and shaking.

"Come back!" I cry, "Come back!"

Sebastian comes into the room, and scoops me up into his arms. I cry into his shoulder, tears soaking his uniform. He told me that he was a demon working for Ciel about a week after he had died, so I don't have to worry about hurting him.

I clutch on to his shoulder with all my strength, and he doesn't seem to even notice.

"Shh... Breath for your baby." He mutters.

I take some deep breaths, and eventually calm down. "Sorry." I mutter.

"Hey, you're okay." He puts me down on my bed.

I bury my head in the pillow, feeling nausea rise up in my stomach. It passes quickly, and Sebastian leaves the room, leaving me alone with my own thoughts.

"I love you Ciel, never forget that. Wherever you are, heaven or hell, know that I'm missing you."

I fall asleep cradling my bump, feeling calmer that I have in weeks.

Sorry for the short chapter, I haven't had much inspiration. Love you all! -BlueBearLGBT