With Every Heartbeat (Trevor Phillips X Reader)

Chapter 7: Those Lips

I didn't stop him, but I don't want him to stop, but I did. He was so forcefully passionately...I don't even know how to describe this kiss. But I'm not sure if it's a loving kiss.

Trevor pulled away after a few seconds. He didn't bother to look up at me. Hesitantly I lifted his chin up and saw him cry. "People are so m-mean." Trevor stutters. I shush him and pulled him towards the trailer. Ron jogged up behind us and asked what happened but I flipped him off and went in the trailer with Trevor.

He sat down on the sofa sloppily and stared at the floor. "When I get mad," Trevor says without motion. "I do dangerous things." He then looked up at me with his wandering brown eyes. "But I didn't do anything like that to you. I...kissed you."

I smiled and nodded. "You did Trevor." He looked back down on the trailer torn up floor. "I'm sorry." He mumbles. "Why so?" I asked. Trevor began to cry once more. I walked over and hugged him while he cried into my shoulder.

"Because no one loves me."

I pulled away as he continues to river tears down. I felt horrible. There has to be someone who does. Well maybe that someone could be me. I mean he did kiss me after all but that was entirely rages fault. So I don't want to call it love until further realization.

"Trevor," I said making him look up at me. "I'll stay here for as long as you want me to. I'll be here for you." I said half truth half lie. Trevor smiled and hugged me tightly. I heard my back crack. "Th-Thank you!" I patted his back teasingly which he returned it. I grunted since it was more like a slap. But I didn't care since I was making Trevor happy.

"C'mon! Let's go break up with L!" He cheers while exiting the small space. Widening my eyes I nearly blocked his path and shook my head fiercely. "No! It's alright Trevor! Honestly!" I lied. I wanted to break up with L, but if he knew I was with another man, he'll kill me for sure.

"Oh baby please! I want'cha to be happy with me!" Trevor nearly yells optimistically. I blushed from his use of words. "I wanna give this L a little chit chat." He says scooting me aside. I grabbed his arm. "Trevor please! He'll-" I stopped myself. "Would he cry like a bitch? Crying is for pussies!" Trevor says as he picks me up and walked to his Canis Bodhi I rolled my eyes. Oh so your not a pussy then? Hmm.

As he nearly throws me gently in the truck, I fastened my seat belt since Trevor is crazy with driving. As he got in, he smirked at me and started the car. "Where does L, L, L, Lee, L, L live?" Trevor asked me like a child. I sighed. I want over with L. I do. If L tries to hurt me, I'm dead sure Trevor will kill him.

"We're staying at a motel-"
"That's all I gotta know!" Trevor says as he drives off. This time he didn't bother turning on the radio. "Trevor, why are you doing this?" I asked him as he didn't take his brown eyes off the sandy road. He sighed deeply. "I don't want you to be with someone who makes you uncomfortable," he said. I nodded understandingly. I then shrugged while saying: "You know, I can deal with this on my own-"
"I highly doubt that." Trevor said a little sarcasm.

Eventually, we made it to the local motel. Piece of shit motel I should add in. So worn down that it was the only place we could afford. Or really I can afford.

"Call 'im," Trevor said while staring off. Taking my phone out of my pocket quite hesitantly, I scrolled through my contacts and found L's contact and called him. I was very scared yet ambitious to see what Trevor had in mind.

After a short period of time, L picked up. He sounded like he was out of breath. "What up bitch? Got that money?" He sneered through the phone. I blushed looking down. Trevor placed his hand on my shoulder softly patting it. "Be strong," he whispers. I nodded shyly. "I wanted to tell you that-" I coughed, "I'm breaking up with you L."

The other end got intrusively silent. I wandered why L was thinking. I could see Trevor was dying to see how this ends. "What the fuck you just say twat?" L growls through the other end. "I'm breaking up with you-"
"You mother fucking bitch! All them times you sucked my cock meant nothin' to you?" I tightened my fist. "You forced me to you shit!" Trevor smirked while trying to hold in his laughter.

"I'm gonna find you and murder you and fuck you so fuckin hard that them dead fucks will torment you to hell." With that, L hung up. I gulped in fear. What did I just get myself into?

"He wants to play it like that eh?" Trevor says getting out of the car. "Let's teach this homie a lesson!" He says storming towards the building where L is residing. Hoping he would pound L to a fence, I followed Trevor. "What's the room number?" Trevor asked me pulling a Pump Shotgun from his side. "B213," I answer excitedly.

I don't care how psychotic I felt, but I wanted to treat L to a very defined lesson. Never mess with (Y/N) fucking (L/N)!

As we find the room, I heard a girl in there. I agape my mouth. L was with someone else. Probably screwing her brains out. Wouldn't be surprised. I felt a tear cascade down my cheek. Trevor wiped it away. "It'll be alright princess." He says soothing me. I smiled warmly. I'm so lucky I found this man.

With that, Trevor bangs on the door roughly with his palm, making me giggle quietly. "Who the fuck might that be?" L says through the other side.

L opens the door. You could tell on L's face he regretted answering the door. The next word that came out of his mouth shocked me to the core. "Trevor?"
"Lamar?"

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DUN DUN DUN!!!!!!!

Lamar is L! Franklin's homie! I bet you didn't see that coming! (Even though he's like the only guy with the name that starts with L.)

Wants going to happen next?

Will Lamar get what's coming to him?

Plus who was that girl?

Find out next time

Chow!