Despair [SDR2 x Reader]

~9~

Once I leaned back, breaking the kiss, I had realized what I just did.

WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT SO CONFIDENTLY?? WHAT THE HELLLL, IT'S LIKE I'M IN A GAME! Well I mean, if I didn't kiss him, I would have gotten executed.. like Teruteru..

Dread filled me when I remembered our current situation on how we were stuck on this island. I kept a small smile though, I didn't want to spread anymore despair.

"WELL DAMN, JAY, YOU GOT BIGGER BALLS THAN ALL OF US!" Jaxon yelled as I laughed awkwardly with a bright red face. I wedged myself deeper into the cushions propping me up, trying to hide myself and my shame. Hajime had bug eyes, but kept avoiding eye contact. I totally screwed things up, shit.

"I will admit that I didn't expect the Dark Angel to do something so bold!" I shook my head and blushed even deeper, which I didn't even know was possible.

"Well, I mean, if i didn't kiss him I was about to die!" My protests were soon withered into nothing, since the screams of joy rang throughout the room.

"I must say, that was quite adorable! I'm surprised you two aren't a couple!" Sonia giggled with Jaxon.

"That's what I think about you two, Sonia and Jaxon." I smirked, continuing, "SONIA AND JAXON SITTING IN A TREE!--" Jaxon grabbed a handful of Cheetos before getting up, running up to me, and shoving them into my face. I let out a muffled yell at him.

"Oh my goodness! Ah, man, it's rising!" The sweating Monokuma yelled out, earning him many questioning and/or disgusted looks. This bear was generally psycho, creepy, and probably a rapist.

"T-Too much said, Monokuma.." Hajime looked down and shook his head in disappointment before facing me, "Also, Jay, k-kissing me was okay with me considering that, u-uh, if you didn't, you would be.." His face scrunched up and looked away, but then he looked back up with a gentle smile, "Since you're basically my best friend, I was comfortable with it."

Best friend? Did I just get friendzoned? Jeez, every damn time....

I nodded in response with a grin before Monokuma, once again, ruined the moment.

"Even though I hate to interrupt this steamy moment," He grinned madly, "You all have to go to Jabberwock Park. Let's just say I'm not amused enough. Adios, Rugrats! Don't be late! AHH-HAHAHA!"

Once he was gone, we all jumped straight into uncomfortable silence before I spoke up.

"It's a motive, without a doubt. I mean, what else would it be?" I said, shaking my head before gripping the doorknob. I opened it, letting the breeze ease its way into the room, making my hair flow in the wind.

"You are most likely correct, Jay, but let us see what the motivation Monokuma has prepared this time." Sonia replied with a hint of sadness to her speech. She kept a smile though. We all made our way to the park with quiet chatter. Gundam, Hajime, and I spoke as if nothing had ever happened as Jax talked to Sonia. Although, if Hajime still wasn't thinking about the, um... kiss.. it was different for me. The scene kept repeating in my head, as if it was a short movie on repeat.

"...DARK ONE!" I flinched and yelped in response to Gundam's yell.

"S-S-Sorry! I... um.. zoned out." My cheeks flushed in embarrassment as I twiddled with my gloves. After a few minutes, we arrived to Jabberwock Park. I noticed an arcade game near the statue center of the cement circle and started to make my way towards it. However, Monokuma stopped me instantly.

"Tsk tsk, [Y/N]! You should know better than looking at a motive before I explain it!" He grabbed me by my head, picked me up, and threw me into Kazuichi. As I expected, he didn't manage to catch me and I was on the floor, but on top of him. I groaned before getting on my knees and off of the poor guy.