Hold On, I Still Need You

So I recently watched the series finale of The Vampire Diaries and heard this song. I instantly fell in love with it. I loved Chord in Glee and this song is gold. This story will be a one-shot. Nothing more. Listen to the song on repeat, I did that as I wrote it. Right now, it has about twenty listens, and I just started listening to it today.

WARNING: Suicide Attempt

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It had been four amazing years. It was something that Camila would always remember. Sure, there were their ups and downs. But Lauren was the one to ask her out. The girl was so nervous, and so adorable. Camila had a small crush on the girl when she told her that she liked the shirt the green-eyed girl was wearing that first day.

Loving and fighting
Accusing, denying

Lauren and Camila had their fights. They had their moments where they would scream at each other. But they also had their moments where they were the only people in the world.

Lauren wrapped her arms around Camila. She gently kissed her cheek, as Camila giggled. The girl leaned back against her girlfriend.

"I love you," Lauren whispered, nuzzling her cheek.

"Aren't you affectionate," Camila responded, turning around to look at her girlfriend.

Lauren just smiled, her eyes twinkling. "You make it easy to love you."

Camila pressed her lips against the girl. She just laughed. "I love you too. You make my whole world complete.

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"Why don't you just date him?" Lauren shouted, tears in her eyes.

Camila shook her head. "You're so stupid. I love you, not him."

Lauren glared. "Doesn't feel like it. You bail on me to hang out with him. How am I supposed to know?"

Camila sighed. "Lauren, I love you, not him. I wouldn't do that to you."

Lauren panted, as she stared at Camila. She shook her head and stormed out. Camila closed her eyes, letting her breath out.

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Camila was in her bunk. The tour bus was empty. She heard the door open and footsteps getting closer. She closed her eyes, just thinking it was one of the other girls.

Her curtain was pulled to the other side. She looked over to see a pair of sad green eyes.

"I'm sorry." Lauren extended her hands, flowers in them. "I-I get jealous. I-I feeling l-like one day you'll find someone better. And I get scared."

"There is no one better than you Lauren. No one."

Camila moved in her bunk to let Lauren lay down with her. Camila wrapped her arms around the older girl's. She inhaled, taking in the scent of her girlfriend.

"I'm sorry," Lauren whispered, holding onto the hand that was on her stomach.

"It's okay. Don't forget that I love you, okay?"

I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone

Camila stared at the girl. Her eyes wide, tears welling up in them. "What?"

"You could have any of the other girls! I'm not like them! Ally is nice! And I'm a bitch. Dinah is fun and outgoing! And I'm not. I'm on my phone most of the time! Normani is confident and can dance! I'm not. Why me? I'm not great!"