Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 40!! =]

Alright sorry for the miss spells and error's I'll correct them later. I been busy lately because, it's a week until Prom and for the big day to get that piece of paper that says I got higher education!! =] =] Class of 2012! Yay! And place having a teacher yelling at you and making you almost not playing your senior night for the high school softball team..I could be better! =l But, Happy Cino De Mayo!!!!!!! =] =] =]

-At Claire's party-

Again, I went to her party with Amy and Asia. We were to get ready to go dance and everything. I was excited I'm not going to lie about that. I got something to drink just making my way thru the crowd and Asia was behind me. She said loudly over the music

"Whose ready to get drunk?"

Most of the crowd around us, cheered. I got beer and so did she. Even through its nasty and everything. I took sips here and there, Asia was doing the same. Before, I know it. I was drinking a new drink, a cooler one this time and the next on I had vodka was spiked in the punch problemly some jock who thinks he's cool. I kind felt wasted.

I was just sitting on the couch, bobbing my head to the music and had a cup of vokda and pespi in my hands. I was sitting by myself, Asia wanted to be with her boyfriend and the same with Amy. I sighed softly and took another sip...to my surprise I barely noticed the Jeremy was sitting beside me with a frown. He said while looking at me

"I'm so sorry, Gwen."

I raised an eye brow at him and then, I couldn't help myself but to glare at him. He is my main reason why I'm drinking beside, Kevin. I got up to fast that I fell back into the soft and nice smelling couch...I turned my head to see I'm in Jeremy's arms. I said harshly

"Let go of me, you....you asshole."

I can practically tell his wasn't when, he wrapped his arms around me alittle tighter than before. I kept tell him to let me go but, I guess he don't even know what I'm even saying...he never did. I sighed and said while shaking my head no

"No, I'm not forgiving you this time, Jeremy."

He turned me around so I can face him, my glare soften when I see his eyes was begging forgiven. I said while trying to escape his hold

"No, you fucken hurt me and I'm not willing to forgive you so easily, Jeremy."

He said with determine spiking in his eyes, a look for challegene

"For how long, Gwen?"

I finally escaped his hold and I dashed out of his arms and into Bruce's arms.  He looked at me alarmed and everything. I just hid my face in his chest, he safely wrapped his arms around me and I can feel the stares behind my back. I really don't care right now. He kept whispering sweet things in my ears and I left my head to look at him. I guess he was trying to cheer me up so he said to me with a small smile

"You want to dance?"

I looked at the livingroom to see teenagers bumping and grinding, some even look close to doing the big it on the dancefloor. I was distughed but, I looked at Bruce and he gave me a hopeless smile. I just shook my hand and giggled, I grabbed his hand and lead him to the dancefloor...being like every teen dancing. I was having fun and I knew he was too. Then, I looked around to see other couples...just dancing plain dirty. I shook my head and looked to see that Jeremy was dancing with Claire. She smirked at me and she did the most cruels thing ever. She kissed Jeremy...again! I was furious and I get become more upset when, he don't pull away from her. I turned away and looked at Bruce.

He was just staring at me and would you believe that his electroic blue was burning me with the look of...love in them. I swear maybe, its the drinks catching up to me. I turned around fully in his arms that tighten arm me. I was angry...upset...used. I couldn't help myself but to get on my tip toes and brushed my lips against Bruce's. I can feel him studder against my light touch but, it don't take him long to kiss me back. I can't believe how carried away this was getting before, I know it. I had my legs wrapped around his wasit and he was holding me up my butt. I was secretly ashamed of myself for doing that but, it was a hint of yearning in his eyes and I just tamed some of his hunger and mine at the same time.