Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 18

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" All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."- Edgar Allan Poe

~Let the Story Begin~

I turned around to see it was my dad who was beating the hell out of those guys...I was stunned and scared senseless. He looked at me with a nasty glare and he walked to me and slapped me across the face. I grasped when, he did that I couldn't help but to drop the knife when, he did that. He literally screamed at me and said what hurt my feelings

"You are a dishonor to the family name...I swear to your mother that your not my child, you have no genes of me whatsoever! you a dumb little slut...Sneaking out the damn house when, I told you to stay in your room and this is what happens to you. Don't talk to me or look at me. I'm about to let your mother take you and Kevin."

I couldn't help but, to draw a tear in my eye. I couldn't believe him saying that letting it all flow out his system. I said or yelled to him

"You know what...I can't take it anymore. You treat me like trash and like a damn dog. I'm tired of it... sick and tired of it. I don't sneak out the house, I jumped out the house and I did that to see the football game. Being a normal teenager for once in my life time...I have been putting up with this for a long time now and I think it's my time to have fun. All you do is go to a bar, get drunk and boss me around. I sucked it up and tried to help you. But, you'll never change...your ways since SHE BROKE YOUR HEART!"

 I said while looking dull at him

"And I'm not dumb, or a slut. I'm a damn nerd, loner, and strong women. I will not look at you or even talk to you. Make dinner on your own, clean on your own and boss someone other than me. I'm not coming home tonight."

I can tell he is pissed off and he screamed so loud to me

"Don't come home. It's not your anymore find somewhere to go."

I was shocked, I nodded my head and screamed loud in his face

"Fine, and fuck you!"

With that I take off running to somewhere...Anywhere way from him. I really can't believe him. I can feel tears running down my cheeks while, I ran. I went through the woods and it lead me to the park. I can't believe this...it's the first time in a long time I cried. I really couldn't breathe that much...I was coughing and let it all out while, I walked to the swing set. I sat on one and I started crying so hard that is feels unimpossible for me to stop crying at this point. I wrapped my arms around me trying to hold myself until, I heard someone calling my name. I looked up to see it's Jeremy. He ran to me and I got up and ran to him. I wrapped my arms to him when, we ran to each other. I was shaking badly really and I choked out to him

"I don't have a home anymore Jeremy. My dad kicked me out."

He pulled me closer in a embrace and said while, rubbing my back softly

"Let it all out, Gwen."

And when, he said that I couldn't help but, to just do that. I really can't believe he would do that to me. After, all the stuff I had to put up with him and I feel sorry for Kevin because, he is going to have to end up dealing with this. I hold onto Jeremy tighter and he kindly did the same in returned. I said in a cracked voice which I wasn't going for

"I don't know what to do, Jeremy."

He said while holding onto me

"You can live with me and my mom, Gwen. I'm sure she'll understand. You'll be fine okay, I promise you that."

I pulled away from him a moment and said "Are you sure?"

He nodded his head and said with a small lump- smile