what is wrong with me? (fell poth)

fell!pallette no!

Fell!goth's pov

    ...fell!pallette came closer and closer til' he was in fell!cray's face. He then grabbed his throat?!?!.
    I jumped up on my feet coughing a little but still running towards the two. I started to pull on fell!pallettes arm, but I was too weak and couldn't get him to budge. Then started to yell "what the hell are you doing pallette!, let him go!" my eye sockets started to fill with tears as fell!cray choked down on his own spit as he gasped for air.
    Slowly I felt fell!pallette's arm let go. I thought he was saved when I started to let go of his arm, when he just threw cray to the wall.

Fell!pallette's pov

    WHY THE HELL WAS I SO MAD. I asked myself trying to loosen my grip on this guy's neck.
    I glanced to my side to see that gothy was about to break into tears, and for some reason I almost let go of the guy and hugged him, But my grip only loosened.
    When gothy's hand was off my arm I slammed him into the wall not wanting to throw gothy with him. WAIT. WHAT WAS I CALLING HIM THIS WHOLE TIME.

Fell!goth's

    What the absolute fu*k was he doing?!. I ran to the other side of the room where fell!cray was laying motionless. I whimpered a little in fear and in weakness.
    I stood up and walked to pallette with my arms by my side and my face filled with rage. I was finally done with him and his bull sh*t. "Get out of this house" I said looking down at my feet.
    "What?" pallette said confused. I was about to smack him when I repeated.
    "GET THE FU*KING HELL OUT OF THIS HOUSE" I said yelling at the top of my lungs wanting to cry my sockets out.
    Pallette looked at me then back at cray's lifeless body. Then following my order by walking to the door. He opened the door and stepped out to the cold, I then looked behind me and walked towards cray not caring if pallette was walking towards me.
    I started to lift cray's shirt up to look at the damage done by fell!pallette. His back was bleeding seriously from the force when he hit the wall. Finally I looked back to see he was gone.

Fell!pallette's POV

    I stood in the doorway looking at gothy and finally realized what this pain was. I found myself loving goth the more he was slipping away.
    I left now knowing what these pains in my chest were. I wanted to go to him and hug him not letting go, but I got greedy and went for classic goth. I should've just stayed with him and said sorry for everything I said and did to him. I could only imagine what he was feeling when I said those words 'worthless, weak, pathetic, and finally go dust yourself'

Fell!goth's POV

    I couldn't believe pallette would actually do that!. But I still wonder why he was crying?.
    I sat down using a little healing magic classic goth taught me, even though I thought that I was never gonna use it, it really came in handy. Fell!cray was fully healed and I......tried to carry him to the couch but completely failing in the process of doing so.
    I really was weak mentally and physically. I decided to just drag him and but one limb at a time on the couch until he was fully on the there. I walked to the side of the couch that he laid his feet on and sat by them. somehow I wish he was fell!pallette in way.
    Ignoring the thought, I shook my head from side to side removing it from my memory then looking down at fell!cray. He didn't expect that to happen so it's not surprising that he didn't fight back. Fell!cray was lying on the couch motionless and breathing very slowly.
    It reminded me of when he came to see me after going home. He's kinda like me, he shows emotion and is very weak like me but can do things I can't. I looked up to him until I thought he died but instead he just went away. My parents sent me to undertale so I could understand what NOT to be like yet I found it peaceful.
    There, a kid by the waterfall, was crying. He kept telling himself things like 'stop c-crying that's w-weak*sniff*' and 'snap out of it p-pallette you're stronger than this' I went over to him knowing his name was pallette and a fell!pallette to. I went towards him, when he saw me he froze and hid his face in his leg's. I decided to comfort him and said 'hey im not going to hurt you, but i'll hurt people who hurt me so-' and in that instant he jumped and hugged me, making him cry in my cloak(guys remember the picture from chapter two? If not go read that description of their clothing if you want) each movement making his hug tighter around my neck. *sigh* sadly it can't go back to those time's.
    I went back to reality when I noticed I felt a little light headed. I got up to go get medicine for my head when my vision went blurry and I fell to the ground with a large crack sound behind me. When I looked back I saw my foot was broken and bleeding. Fell!cray wasn't gonna wake up anytime soon.....

Fell!pallette's POV

I went to go check in at a hotel. It was the closest one nearby and it had to be mettaton's resort, but fu*k that sh*t im not spending no 1000 coin fee for a room.
    So I walked to the bunny cabin when I had this strange feeling of discomfort that made me shudder. I thought of it as nothing and went to go check in at the counter. But also try to get my mind off.......gothy~ and try, so help me TRY to say sorry to him in the morning.

(Although im a fast writer and have a lot if free time on my hands and can probably make three chapters in a week, these stories are now only going up on friday's)

(FIGHT MEH)