what is wrong with me? (fell poth)

jealousy and mystery

(Hope you guys enjoy my suffering!)

Fell!pallette's POV

    It was the classic us ramming through the door. Classic me seemed worried so I got up, got serious even though I wasn't and walked out of the room.

Fell!goth's POV

    I don't know why fell!pallette ran in and hugged me but now I was going to have to go through a very mushy sorry.....
    "A-are you ok?!" classic goth said putting his sleeves to his face and bitting them
    "Doyouneedwaterorsomethingtoeat
holdon?! NURSE!" classic pallette said almost to fast that I couldn't understand.
    "Wait, pallette, goth im fine im just wondering why your worrying about me?" I said with a nervous smile.
    "Why wouldn't we worry about you?, we heard what happened a bit ago and came to your aid!" classic pallette said grinning to the sides of his head.
    "Y-you're actually the only f-fell character that's nicer to us" goth said still chewing on his sleeves
    "I-I am?" I said quit nervous
    "Yeah, you don't beat us up or hit on us you just tease and that's what we like about you!" classic pallette said while smiling at me with wide eyes.
    I felt something warm go down my cheekbone. So I took my hand to it and wiped it away. It was a tear and when I looked up I just looked at pallette and started to burst into tears.
    "A-are you ok?! Did we say something that upset you?!" classic goth said while bitting his sleeves harder.
    "N-no im just crying because im happy" I said while pulling classic pallette into a gentle hug and with my surprise he hugged back.

Fell!pallette's POV

    I looked back at the door and squeaked it open to see.....fell!goth hugging that sh*tty me and crying. I felt heart broken. I should be the one comforting him not that piece of sh*t.
    I stomped in there without a second thought and pushed classic pallette away, then hugging fell!goth.
    I didn't know what I was doing but I felt jealous in a way. Pulling away from the hug he pulled me back in crying on my shoulder. For some reason this reminds me of something but I can't put my finger on it.

Fell!goth's POV

    I felt safe in his arms and I wanted to stay in that moment forever when I realized it's the same moment, only switched.
    Fell!pallette felt warm and cozy so everytime he tried to pull away i'd pull him back in for another hug. The weird thing is that I didn't hear him groan or get mad when I would pull him back in and the time's he would try to pull away were minutes apart.
    When I finally let him pull away he had tears in the corners of his eye sockets and looked like he was on the brink of tears. Then he let go of me, wrapped my cloak around me and left.
    I was so confused and flustered that I didn't know I was blushing a purple hue. "Hey are you alright?" classic pallette said breaking me out of my thoughts and back to reality.
    "Yeah i'm just a little confused on what just happened...." I said staring blankly into the door of the hospital room.
    "Well ok we're just gonna go now, we just wanted to make sure that you were ok" pallette said getting up from the side of the bed.
    "O-ok t-thank you" I started to silently scream at myself in my head for stuttering and sounding so weak. They left and I sat there in the bed confused until a doctor came in shortly afterwards. He said that I was better and I may go home now if I chose to and all I have to do is be careful from now on.
    I chose to go home since I felt really home sick and wanted to have my life back as quick as possible so I can try to turn my luck back around. The doctor helped me out of the bed and I got on my cloak. Heading to the door I tripped on a syringe, just my luck, and landed face first on.....fell!pallette?!?!.
    He hugged me tight then let me go, leading me to the hospital doors. When we were walking home I wanted to smile because fell!pallette was worried about me, but then I remembered that he yelled at me for smiling in the mornings.
    All I did was walk and look at the ground also remembering that fell!cray was following us until he decided to break off for some reason. Now it was me and fell!pallette alone together. I guess I should be happy that im getting to spend time with pallette, but im not. Why start caring for me right now instead of all the other times, why now?.