what is wrong with me? (fell poth)

insanity

(How about a gory anime to go with the story! If you can't take gore too well, look for the stops in the story to see when there isn't any gore)
(Tokyo-goul is one of my three favorite anime's :3)

Fell!goth's POV

*information*

    Ever since I was a child, I had this... String. That would hold me back from doing anything bad. The string never broke when I was abused, beaten or verbally abused, it was just strewn along my soul. But it never broke..until now.......

*start of gore*

    I kept slashing at his chest, a menacing smile spread across my face. Digging deeper into his ribcage. Blood was splattered across the floor, as well as broken pieces of bone inside of the blood. His stomach hollowed out like a pumpkin and his intestines lying across the wood floor. Pudding only stared in shock as I kept slashing. The string soon mended together.
    I stopped, unable to recognize what I was doing. My eyes were so full of rage, I couldn't properly see. Pudding ran to me and hugged me close. I had no knowledge of what had happened, nothing seemed to go through in my mind except....I finally broke. That thought kept running through my mind as my vision started to come back. Puddles of blood, magic and bones were strewn across the wood floor, chunky and disgusting.
    Ray lay motionless, his chest and stomach encased in the blood. I slightly look down to see myself covered in blood, from the toes to my bottom rib. My stomach started to act up and I felt like vomiting. I got out of puddings embrace and puked onto the blood covered floor. What the fu*k did I do, I questioned. I covered my mouth in shock and disgust as I hear two others vomiting as well.

*end of gore*

    Pudding, however didn't. He only looked shocked at what I had done, nothing more. Pudding dragged me out by the arm as I saw dante and the cat women. The women was on the other side of a tree with a sickening look. Dante puking his guts out onto the snow. I held onto pudding like my life depended on it. My body shook and shivered, unable to move without puddings help.
    He picked me up with a small smile as he made me put my feet onto his. I grabbed his waist tightly as he began to walk to the house. I guess this works to. Krissy and dante went their separate ways but I somehow knew that we'd meet them again. Once we got to the house he put me over his shoulder in a kidnapping manner.
    After he opened the door I noticed a small box on the coffee table. He put me on the couch as he nervously sighs. "J-just wait here for a second" he told. I nodded as he went to his room with the little box. I shrugged it off and waited patiently for him to come back. He came back with his hands in his pockets as I stood in front of him.
    "C-could we f-forget about what happened..." I spoke awkwardly.
    "Y-yeah but first...." he got on one knee. my face flushed as he pulled out a beautiful velvet box. "Cup-, goth....I know we've known each other for a long time and most of that time I would like to change into something better. But here we are...stupidly in love with another after what w-, i've done to you. I don't deserve you or..I don't even know why I deserve to ask but.....goth,...will you marry me?" he asked as he opened the small box to reveal a ring. My body almost melted, my eyes started to fill with tears of joy. I bit my lip so I wouldn't cry. After those long years of torture. It was worth all the pain and suffering. Pudding started to get worried as he started to get up. Before he could I pounced onto him, making him fall to the ground.
    "Oh, god! Yes!" I started to cover his face with kiss's as I sat on his chest. He giggled with excitement.
    "Thank, lord. I-I thought you would say no..." he said with joy as he hugged me tightly. We pulled away as he slid the ring on my finger.
    "As if" I said. I covered his face with kiss's once again. We finally kissed each other on the lips. This time deeper. After me and pudding pulled away, a string of saliva strung from our tounges. We panted and slightly gasped for air...

Fell!palette's POV

    He said yes. He said yes. I'm so fu*king happy right now. I hugged cupcake once more. We finally got up off the ground as he stared at the ring on his finger. I grinned happily....

??? POV

    The necromancy spell I had took from that book really did come in handy. The blood around me gathered in dust and reformed as my stomach and some of my throat. I got up off the cold wood floor and slowly walked to the door.
    The door was broken, my mother stood at the door. "Keep on trying. I raised you better than this" they spat. My mother walked away with disappointment. I grabbed the chainsaw from my closet in the hall by the stairs.
    Chains were on the ground as a bit of the chainsaw blade was broke. I picked it up and and crabbed the gas behind it. After filling the chainsaw I did a test run. I pulled the string as the chainsaw made a loud noise. I pulled again and the chainsaw started to spin the blade.

Perfect......

(Ok, now for all I know, I just made the first fanfiction with these two getting married. I feel so accomplished!)