It use to be that I only felt hate, my heart would feel trapped in a endless game torment it was if demons were deep in my soul, round and round they scattered whilst slowly consuming me and taking what they could, till there was nothing left but what I thought was the bittersweet truth that I could never be anything. "Trust no one." They would whispered in my ear." They don't love you." it's a charade, and you are nothing" they told me this for days, months, and years, till I heard another voice, soft and kind the voice that said "You are everything to me and you can trust me, because I love you more than every star in this vast universe." Whispering before the demons seem to scream now louder then I had ever heard them before, they screeched and said "Nothing!" "That's all you are and that's all you shall ever be!!." But even though they were screaming in my ear all I could was that one gently voice saying that I mattered, and all those years of torment and feeling alone seemed to vanish into the hell with demons had tried to entrap me in, till a voice told me I was loved and even if there was those who couldn't see my beauty or my worth he could and he loved me. He reached out his hand toward me and said he would pull me from my sorrows and save me but I would have to accept his help, he couldn't save me without me wanting it, without me asking. I looked down at the hell I had been in and I couldn't fathom a person not wanting to saved from it he said he couldn't make me want to be saved, but he begged me to accept his love and to let him help me. I looked up at him with tears filling my eyes and said "I'm not worth saving." he smiled and with more love in his eyes then I had ever seen in my life and he said "Yes you are." the way he said it spoke to my soul, I believed he truly cared. I took ahold of his hand looked into eyes and said "Save me."
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Vita et morte
Puisi" Vita et Morta" means Life and Death, and that's what my poems are about, our lives and our deaths. The Bible verses at the end of my poems are to show that there is hope and love in God and that we matter to him and since my poems don't offer tha...
