josh watched intensely at the basket ball game. he always sat out during gym because no one ever picked him for their team, but he didn't mind. in fact, he loved watching them play.
watching *tyler play
josh has crushed on tyler since freshmen year, when josh moved here. their juniors already, and still nothing has changed.
josh doesn't have any friends, people think he's weird for his appearance. tyler on the other hand, everyone loves him. his personality isn't that great, he feeds off of attention.
the score board kept going up from all the baskets tyler was getting. he was captain of the basketball team, absolutely amazing at the sport. josh's eyes were glued to the boy.
other people have noticed josh's staring and likes to tease tyler about it, calling him his dtalker. tyler didn't like josh, he creeped him out.
locker rooms were always josh's enemy. it was the one place where he could see tyler undressed, but he didn't want to make it obviously so he always avoided looking at him, till today. just a peak wouldnt hurt.
josh thought about tyler shirtless for the rest of the day. he was seriously obsessed.
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"hi hun how was your day?" josh's mom was plopped on the couch in front of her favorite cooking shows.
"good." josh passed by her towards the stairs. he was halfway up then when he was stopped by his mothers voice once more.
"your refill came today by the way."
josh gave a weak smile. "nice." he said as he continued up the stairs and walked straight into his room, he threw his bag onto his bed.
his afterschool routine normally consisted of looking at many pictures of tyler, finding basketball videos of tyler, and basically anything else tyler related. that's all he thought about.
he laid on his side as he stalked tyler's friends social medias to find cute old pictures of him. he smiled, feeling drowsy, he ended up falling asleep.
tyler smiled wide, giggling as he talked to josh. it was warm outside, the sun beating down in them. but josh also felt warm on the inside, from the pure happiness of being with tyler.
they were walking back to tyler's house, both tired from walking and starving. tyler said he'd be back in a second, disappearing upstairs. josh waited patiently downstairs. he took a bit. he took a while. he took a long time.
josh walked upstairs, his vision getting blurry. he opened tyler's door, startling tyler who was in the middle of changing. "j-josh i told you to stay- josh? what are you doing?"
josh leaped foreward, grabbing a hold of tyler's neck. tyler watched in shock as josh lightly rubbed a knife across his cheek.
"j-josh!" he struggled to talk as josh's grip became tighter. "i really love you." josh said, his eyes filled with joy looking at tyler's terrified face.
he began to slowly cut his neck, the pressure getting harder as he went across. tyler went from crying in shock to gurgling as his body went weak.
