My life (stud&fem)

~AUBREY'S POV~

I really really messed up with Bria but i glad she didnt kick me out idk what i would have done without her, i cant risk loosing her. I already have to live on the other side of this big ass house and not be able to do shit with her i hope that she could drop me off at school but ill just wait to ask. Why do i have to be so dumb. My phone vibrates and i have 2 messages one from Austin and one from Bre omg lord please let this be her forgiving me. The one from Austin says 'i am so sorry for breaking up your relationship like you didnt even tell me she was coming back, please forgive me' and i reply back 'no its my fault that i didnt tell you and i forgive you, i just dont think that we should continue to talk im trying to earn her forgiveness'. The one from Bre says 'girl you want some damn food, you lucky i feel like bringin yo ass somethin to eat'. And i reply 'uh baby yeah it doesnt matter you really dont have to' she replies real quick 'teah about that baby shit, dont call me baby because I'm not your baby anymore Got It?' And i just broke down, but i hear a knck on my door and i yell with as much enthusiasm as i can "COME IN!" And much to my suprise its Bre and i just break down i cant help it the one that i love i cant look at cant do anything with anymore because of my actions i should have known better than to do that to her i dont even know if i was thinking. "Um yeah thank you for the food you can go now" "NO i wanna talk about how dumb you were." "Bre i dont have the energy to yell i havent slept or eatin in a day ok so please just dont right now " " oh so now you dont have the energy what about yesterday huh what about yesterday morning or the days that i have been gone you been with him then havent you?" Im just gine ignore her but she snatches my bag of food away. "LOOK AT ME AND ANSWER ME!" She yells "DAMMIT BRE I JUST SAID I DONT HAVE THE DAMN ENERGY!" "Oh so look who mad" "damn right because i have let you treat me like this and I'm not going to let you treat me like this again " "now get out of my face, please" i try to move her, but she wants to push me on the bed , what is seriously wrong with her? Bre is now hovering me with an angry facial expression in her face and whispers in my ear "ahh you mad so do somethin",, she wants me to do somethin ok, so i push her off me with all my might , but im just a little too weak and she starts getting closer to my face and licks the tip of my nose and says to me "ha try again baby girl, never gonna happen" and walks out while slamming the door. I cant do anything but cry i dont want any food nothing just to eat sleep and shit.

** TWO DAYS LATER**
As i just sit here on the bed listening to "Human" by Christina Perri, i think about all the stuff thats been happening to me lately and i havent been out my room in two days. I was interrupted with my thoughts as i get a text message from my home girl Ashlin.
-Phone Convo-
"Wassup girl you aint been in school in two days whats goin on with you?"
"Hey sorry im just very sick." I lied
"Oh ok well i was gone check up on you but, Bre said you will be ok, oh and i got some gossip for you just hit me up when you feel better so i can tell you"
"Ok girl"
"Ok baby girl love you and hope you feel better!"
"Thanks boo and love you too 💓"
-End Of Convo-
I wonder what the hell she gotta tell me i hope these dammed people aint startin no rumors about me or somebody gone catch a beat down.
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So today is Thursday and i just might go to school.
*At school*
Since me and Bre arent on good terms i havent talked to her ever since that altercation and she seems totally fine with ignoring me. I see Ashlin and my other bitches and i walk over to them. "Haaaay boos" "omg girl where the hell you been we miss you, gosh" "yeah" the rest say i just laugh and say "home sick" i lied once again. Then the loud ass bell rang and it was first period. I havent seen Bre around school today so i hope she aint been doin no stupid shit. Me and Ashlin have first period together so i whisper to her "hey what gossip you had to tell me?" "Girl i seen and heard that Bre was all hugged up with Steph" "WHAT?" I whispered yelled, but just my damn luck i got caught and got detention. SHIT.
*Later On In Detention*
Im sittin here in this boring ass detention when Bre and this bitch Steph walk in and i just sit there shocked like i know i fuck up and all but she really finna do this so imma text her. Smart move or Nahh?. Oh well shit
-Phone Convo-
"Really Bre, you do this to me?"
"Df do what, you cheated Aubrey so miss me with that bull man" .. I could tell she was getting pissed cause she clenched her jaws.
-Ok , well i see that so im just gonna exclude myself from your whole entire life, but one thing im so sorry for what i did i hope you can forgive me but i know you would never take me back cause i fucked up really bad and ill just leave you alone now" im in my feelings and shit and i start to cry and i raise my hand to ask if i could go to the bathroom and i got permission , so ran up outta there in a quick second without looking back. Once i got in there i just broke down thinking of the memories i just cant believe that this would happen i mean its been hell woth me and my emotions man. I hear the door open so i quickly straighten up and walk out to just my luck find Bre standing there with tears in her eyes. "Umm yeah im just gonna go no- i was cut off by Bre slamming me into the wall and crashing her lips into mine, the kiss was so passionate damn we must have really missed each other. "I can not let you slip away from me , i am so terribly sorry Aubrey for every single thing i love you with all my heart and i just want to make this right" "im sooooo sooo soo sorry Bre i promise you with my heart this will never happen again" "pinky promise" Bre laughs and says "pinky *laughs* promise"

Two weeks later
Me and Bre have been closer than we have ever been and we was close. I guess you nake mistakes to learn from em. *Ding Dong* the door bell rang. "Coming" i yell. I open the door to a black eye red face and crying Steph (off BGC.., lame right? Sorry). "Steph baby girl whats wrong" i ask yo like Steph dont take shit from nobody so how the hell this happen? "My ex can back and she was abusive and just started hitting me when i said i wasnt coming back home to her" "come in hun its hot out there" "how badly did she hit you" Steph burt into tears, and showed us all the bruises she had on her body. "Yo who was at the do- , Steph what you doin here?" "Her ex been beatin on her and she is going to stay here until we find her ex" "end of discussion cause idc if yall fucked or whatever" "thanks but you didnt have to do this" "relajarse Steph(chill out Steph) im going to help you especially if you have an abusive ex" "thank you thank you so much" and i nod.

-Next Morning-
I walk downstairs to the workout room and see Steph working out i swear this girl dont need to work out she already got a nice body on her. "Mornin mami" "Mornin, sorry if i awaken you i just like to workout when i get stressed haha" "hunny you dont need to workout no more you already got a nice body there" "thanks i just need you to come with me to go get my stuff, honestly im scared to go by myself" "girl you aint even gotta worry or ask i was gone come anyways" "i honestly can dit here and say thank you over and over again" "lol please dont haha" "i wont lol" and with that we finished our little workout session and head to her old house to get her shit.

** At Steph's Old House **
She opened the door and i see shit everywhere glasses shattered on the floor this shit just looks ridiculous, and last but not least we see her ex i suppose sprawled out on the couch. As soon as we are about to walk up the steps her ex says "Bitch where you been, huh?" "Look just leave me alone ok i said i aint coming back here to yo ass, so dont worry about where the fuck i been just know it aint here with you, got it?". And she walked upstairs im suprised that nigga aint get cursed out in spanish oh yeah she dont know spanish. " ok just grab as much stuff thats mine and put it in the garbage bag" and i did as i was told. Minutes later her ex came in and i was scared cause it was just me. "Daaamn you cute, come sit in daddies lap" she said as she patted her lap, i just ignored her like she wasnt there, Steph was getting her other stuff and putting it in her our cars. I was snapped out my thoughts when this nigga slapped me, and all the shit that went down with me and Bre popped up in my head, im so scared. "Dont ignore me bitch, come here" "no i have a girl, so leave me alone and dont fucking touch me again" "ohh so you feisty just like Steph huh?", "ok you wanna be like that ill show you feisty" she picked me up and threw me on the bed, i tried my hardest to fight back but she was just too strong. She pulled her pants down, like wtf this bitch walk around with a strap on or has a d*ck who does that? I kicked screamed everything, but it didnt work apparently Steph was outting stuff in the car and i was getting raped... 5 minutes passed by and im still screaming but i hear footsteps. "Please Help Me" thank you steph is here. "Get the fuck off her" and Steph picks up a plastic baseball bat and knocks her out, wait why does she have a plastic baseball, idc im saved. "Omg i am sooo sorry, come on lets get outta here". And we left. So much for me tryna help i end up getting raped the fuck kinda shit it that?