My life (stud&fem)

Untitled Part 25

~Aubrey~

3 months later-

SOOOOOO hey my lovebugs, as you know i am 8 months pregnant and this little boy is really making me fat , like i haven't been this big all my life. Yeah but ima stop complaining because i'm just happy that i am ahving a healthy little boy and hopefully he looks like his first mommy which is me as you know already.

Me and Bre are on speaking terms and i still don't like her little girlfriend because one she is my new boyfriend's ex girlfriend like damn bitch. But, me and Bre had a good conversation about our little boy that is about to arrive and it was actually a good conversation.

~FLASH BACK~

I CALLED BRE ON HER PHONE MONDAY OF LAST WEEK AND ASKED HER IF WE COULD GO TO LUNCH AND TALK

RIIIIIIING, RIIIIIING, RIIIING

"HELLO"

"HEY BRE , UM I WAS WONDERING IF WE COULD TALK OVER LUNCH ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN WHEN HE GETS HERE, AND HOW THIS IS GOING TO WORK AND WE ALSO NEED TO NAME HIM"

"UHH YEAH THAT'S NO PROBLEM, BUT WHY HAVEN'T I HEARD FROM YOU IN THE PAST MONTH LIKE I THOUGHT WE WERE ON GOOD TERMS BREY?"

"CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING OVER LUNCH , AND LAY DOWN EVERYTHING AND TO GET STUFF OFF OF OUR CHESTS PLEASE?"

"YEAH TEXT ME THE PLACE AND TIME"
"OKAY , BYE"

"YEAH"

AND WITH THAT WE HUNG UP

~AT CRAZY NINJA(RESTUARANT)~

I SEE BRE WALKING IN TOWARDS THE TABLE AND I'M GETTING A LITTLE NERVOUS BECASUE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD BE BROKEN UP, AND THAT I WOULD BE PREGNANT BY HER A GIRL, BUT HEY EVERYTHIKNG HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS ALTHOUGH WE HAVE SINNED AN AWLFUL LOT

"HEY PREGNANT GIRL"

"LOL HEY, UM WELL WE CAN ORDER OUR FOOD AND START TALKING ABOUT EVERYTHING"

"OKAY THAT'S FINE"

THE WAITER COMES AND TAKES OUR ORDERS AND WE ARE WAITING ON FOOD NOW

"OKAY I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY FOR EVER HURTING YOU , BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I AM ONE OF THE REASONS WHY WE AREN'T TOGETHER AND WE WONT RAISE OUR SON TOGETHER IN THE SAME HOUSE BUT I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE FULL BLAME BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME WE COULD WORK IT OUT AND SEE IF WE COULD TRY IT AGAIN BUT SHIT I LOOK UP AND SEE THAT YOU HAVE A NEW GIRL"

"I MEAN YEAH YOU NOT THE WHOLE REASON WE BROKE UP BUT COME ON AUBREY YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME TWICE, AND I TOOK YO ASS BACK BOTH TIMES DID I NOT? AND I'M WALKING AROUND HERE GOT MY FRIENDS SAYING I'M DUMB AS HELL CAUSE I TOOK YOU BACK, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS SAYING? I WAS SAYING FUCK WHAT THEY HAD TO SAY BECASUE THIS ISN'T THEIR RELATIONSHIP. AUBREY I WAS THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK ADN THIN AND WHEN YOU HURT ME I WAS JUST LIKE WELL DAMN I GUESS SHE DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME AND YOU KNEW I LOVED WITH MY WHOLE FUCKING HEART , BUT YOU KNOW I REALIZED THAT I AM FUCKING STUPID BECAUSE I FORGAVE YOU AND WAAS TRYING TO FORGET THE DACT THAT YOU CHEATED ON ME BUT YET YOU DID IT AGAIN AND I SAW YOU WITH THE NIGGA MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST GAVE UP BECAUSE WHILE YOU OUT THERE ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE SOMEBODY TO COME HOME TO I SAID FUCK IT."
OKAY NOW THAT REALLY HIT A SPOT, I'M TRYIKNG TO SIT HERE AND BE BIG AND BOLD AND NOT LET HER WORDS HIT ME DEEP BUT HELL I CAUSED ALL OF THIS AND NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT

"I AM TRULY SORRY BRE, LIKE I LOVED YOU A FUCKING LOT BUT I WASN'T READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP AND I SEE THAT WHAT I WAS DOING I HURT SOMEONE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AT THE END OF AN AISLE WAITING ON ME TO CALL ME THEIR WIFE BUT I FUCKED UP AND NOW I HAVE TO PAY THE PRICE AND HAVE TO CO-PARENT AND NOT BE ABLE TO WAKE UP NEXT TO YOU ANYMORE, IM SORRY."

"IT'S COOL I'M OVER IT NOW BRE WE JUST GOTTA FOCUSE ON LITTLE MAN , MAYBE WHEN YOU FIGURE OUT COMPLETELY WHAT YOU WANT AND STOP JUMPING DICKS AND ACTING LIKE A LITTLE THOT OUT HERE THEN MAYBE WE CAN CONSIDER BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP, BUT UNTIL THEN WE NOT AND I KNOW MY WORDS ARE HITTING YOU DEEP BUT YOU CAUSED THEM TO , WHEN YOU HURT ME THAT BAD I BECOME FUCKING HEARTLESS AND COLD AND I'M NOT GOING TO NOT GIVE YOU TOUGH LOVE BECAUE YOU NEED IT IN YOUR LIFE , YOU NEED SOMEBODY TO TELL YOU TO SIT YO HAPPY ASS DOWN AND NOW THAT I HAVE YOU FOR 18 WHOLE YEARS I'M GONNA DO JUST THAT RELATIONSHIP OR NOT"

"OKAY, WELL CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HIS NAME NOW?"

"YEAH, UHHH I WANNA NAME HIM ASHTON KAYDEN AND HAVE MY LAST NAME , CAN I HAVE THAT MUCH?"

"YEAH I LIKE THAT"

"ME TOO, AND AUBREY DON'T THINK I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE MAN, I STILL LOVE YOU I'M JUST NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU ANYMORE AND THATS WHY I DIDN'T GIVE US ANOTHER CHANCE BECAUSE THAT SHIT YOU DID MADE ME FALL OUT OF LOVE WITH YOU BUT OVER A PERIOD OF TIME, IT COULD POSSIBLY HAPPEN"

"I LOVE YOU TOO, AND THANK YOU FOR TONIGHT"

"NO PROBLEM BABYGIRL"

~END OF FLASHBACK~

Yeah so that's what happend and we agreed on his name which is good

i am not over but like she said in a times period we will see where this takes us, hopefully this baby will bring us closer than ever

SOOOOOO HOW DID YOU LIKE IT?DO Y'ALL LIKE LITTLE MAN'S NAME? TELL ME

Y'ALL I BEEN IN SCHOOL AND IT HAS BEEN NO JOKE, LIKE I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL BUT I AIN'T FINNA BECOME NO STRIPPER I GOTTA PERSUE MY CAREER AND MAKE MY MA DUKES PROUD OF ME

BUT YEAH COMMENT AND VOTE AND SHOW ME LOVE

I STILL HAVE A NEW BOOK THAT'S ABOUT TO DROP FOR Y'ALL SO GET READY IT AIN'T READY JUST YET BUT WAIT ON IT

I AM CLOSE TO ENDING THIS BOOK SO YEAH

LOVE YOU HUNTYS