Simple Text Message// Michael Clifford [Slow Updates]

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Hi guys. I'm so sorry, but this story won't be finished... There are some chapters I've written quite some time ago, so I'll be posting them. Then I started writing one shots of 5sos, but those will be posted here. When all that's done, I'm saying goodbye. Not from Wattpad, but from 5sos. The thing is, I left the 5sosfam a few months ago. It's not because it's taking them so long for the album to come out, but because i just lost interest in them. And yes, I'm one of the people who got into BTS and is in the ARMY, but not because of 5sos and their album that hasn't come out yet.

I hope you understand!

For the past few hours, I couldn't do anything. I'm so nervous. Michael will be at my front door any minute and I don't know what he will do. I contacted Scarlet telling her about what happened. I know she knows what's wrong with Michael. But I need to know too. I'm his girlfriend.

Suddenly, I hear loud knocks on my front door. My heart's beating fast, cause I have no idea what will happen. I open the door cautiously and see Michael. I missed him a lot. He walks past me without saying a word. "Where is he?" He asks. Does he seriously think I'm cheating on him? "Is he still here?" He asks, looking around the place. "No, Michael. He's back home." I tell him. "Of course he is." I can clearly tell Michael's pissed of. "Please, Michael. Listen to me. That guy moved in the building today, he was being a friendly neighbour." I say. "Why did you let him inside?" He asks. "He has a dog." I say, I can see that Michael has calmed down. "So you and him aren't..." "He's a neighbour, only that. You know I love you." I say. "How can you be so sure that you love me, Ray? Maybe you're just saying that so you could break me." Michael says. Why would he think that? This has to be something to do with that secret. "Because I really love you. You're the reason why I always wake up with a smile on my face. You're the reason why I'm trying to get rid of my anxiety. So tell me, if that doesn't mean that I love you, what does that mean then?" I say, I suddenly feel his lips on mine that I had to miss for a long time. "I'm sorry. I should have trusted you. I love you." He says. "It was just a normal reaction." I say. "No, I only called you because I had a nightmare. About you." He says, as he takes a seat.

"What happened in the dream?" I ask. "It was awful. You dumped me and told me you never loved me, because you loved someone else." He says. I don't know what to say. "I only love you, Mikey." I say. "Has this something to do with that thing you're keeping from me?" I cautiously ask. "How do you know?" He asks. "I don't know what, both Scarlet and Ashton told me I didn't know something and that you should tell me." I say. "Ray, I can't tell you. I never talked about it for years, I just can't tell you. At least not right now." He says and I nod. "I'll wait till you're ready." I say as he pulls me closer to him.

•••

The tour has been cancelled. The fans were clueless at first, but they know that something got in between. They support the guys. I'm so happy I can be with Michael again.

I'm just lying on the couch, waiting for Michael to come back. We're at his place, the guys are somewhere else in the house, even Scarlet is here. I'm browsing on my phone, when there's suddenly a weight on me. Of course. "Michael, get of me." I say. "No, I'm comfortable." He says and then we both fall on the ground. "You're right, lying on someone is comfortable." I say, but then he rolls me over. He then puts his lips on mine. Why does this feel different? I can feel him tug my bottom lip, I didn't expect that.

"I'm so sorry." A voice says and Michael pulls away. "I'll leave you guys." It's Scarlet. "No, it's okay." I say as Michael and I both get up. "Ashton was asking for you, Michael." She says. "I'll see what he wants." He says as he leaves. "Okay, tell me everything." She says. "What? There is nothing to tell." I say. "Oh come on, I could feel the sexual tension between you guys." She says. What no. "Honestly, I don't know what happened." I tell her, I'm so confused right now. Michael has never kissed me that way before. "If I didn't walk in on you guys, you would be making out right now." She says. Is it that what happened? "I bet Michael hates me now." She chuckles. "I know Luke would be when someone walks in on us making out. Couples want to be alone when they're making out." She explains. As if I would have known. I've never been in a relationship before, I'm so new in this.

"You had no idea Michael wanted to make out, do you?" She asks and I nod. "You have so much to learn." She says.

Everything turned out good. So, what do you think is going on with Michael. What's his secret?

3 February 2018