Phils Mind: Before Video

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I cant believe today is the day. The phil is not on fire 8! Its been so long since one of these but, they seem most popular. We ran out of sharpies because well, cat whiskers, and dan loses them so quickly. I wonder where all the lost stuff goes. Im getting so off track. What am i doing again? Oh yea waiting for dan. He left to go get sharpies aha. I cant wait to do this video. They are always my favorite. But we usually leave out the more serious questions like, "are you gay/bi" or "are you dating" or if we do leave them in, we always say no, because we dont want to feed into those who think its kawaii for us to be together. But dan has been looking a lot hotter lately. STOP. I cant be with him anyways if i did like him (which i dont) because he'd never like me. Hes to good for me. But anyways, the video is really the only thing we have planned for today, so im pretty excited. I hope nothing too extreme happens because our neighbors are already annoyed of us. And, if he does something too much, i might not be able to contain myself. I will have to physically strain myself from ripping off his black skinny jeans and... STOP BRAIN. Ugh I dont like him. Do i? Cant you be in lust with out being in love? Well I care for him a lot, but does that mean i love him? I love him like a brother but im so confused. Hes coming through the door.

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