Tired Of Being Her Side Chick

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Chantelle
After our dinner Zae surprised Elijah and took him to Lego Land. His face lit up as soon as she uncovered his eyes. I saw Brea at the restaurant with Natalie but I didn't pay her any mind. She tried to make me jealous but I was in a good place right now. Usually I would want to snap but I wasn't going to let her get the best of me. If she wanted Natalie she can have her and they can be a big happy family. Brea doesn't do shit for Elijah so therefore she won't be getting any more visitations. She doesn't even come see him so what's the purpose. She doesn't call him or FaceTime him and he's sad but it won't break his heart. I smiled at the amazing boy Brea blessed me with that's the only blessing I got out this marriage. She had to give me child support but I told the judge I don't want shit from her. I didn't need anything I was good and so was Elijah. When his birthday comes we were moving to Washington state. Zae still was living in Atlanta but purchased a house out here in Cali and was here since I found out Brea was cheating. I don't know what has got into Zae but she's sweet and very patient with me. I didn't wanna ruin my mind asking myself a thousand questions. I was gonna live in the moment because life is too short. I was gonna enjoy this time to watch my son have the time of his life. He better play hard cause when we get home it's bath time and bed time. Elijah knew the drill he never gave me a hard time even with Brea not being there. I was thankful for everything even if I had to go through hell.

Zae
After the restaurant I surprised little man and took him and Chantelle to Lego Land. As soon as we were finishing up Brea was there and so was Natalie. I already knew it was gonna be some shit that's why I wanted to hurry up and leave. I wasn't gonna waste my time on a punk ass dyke. She cheated and lost the best woman. Chantelle was a great mother and I already know she was a great lover. Chantelle is loyal and down for you even when you not loyal or down for her. She had a good heart and I broke it once but this time it's gonna be different. I felt butterflies in my stomach when she grabbed my hand and we walked out the restaurant together. Than Elijah grabbed my hand too that really made me feel good. I think he was taking a liking to me. After today he would love me Lego Land is every kid's dream park. He was so happy when we got here. "Zae Bubba loves this park", he said. "I know that's why I took Bubba here", I said. "Thank you Zae", he replied. I smiled and put my thumb up and looked at Chantelle. Ugh just looking at her bring back so many memories. She's my everything and I was stupid to let her go. Chantelle grabbed my hand and said, "come one big headed boy we not gonna stand here all day." "Oh right yeah let's go inside and check it out little man", I said. "Let's check you out", she whispered in my ear. I smirked and said, "oh really." She laughed and shook her head and kept moving. Yeah that's what I thought I said in my head. Chantelle better quit playing before she ends up coming home with me.

Elijah
Zae took me to Lego Land, now Bubba was really happy. Bubba was full from the good restaurant too I had a good kid's meal. Zae is really nice and Bubba thinks mommy should give her a chance. Zae likes to stare at mommy and she smiles every time she gets caught. Mommy is pretty so I look at mommy too. Today I was gonna have a lot of fun and play until I got tired. Lego Land is my favorite place I only seen it on tv. This is my 1st time here and it looked better in real life. I was so happy I took off running towards the door. I was waiting on Zae and mommy to come so we can get our tickets. I was going to ride every ride with them. I didn't wanna get on any water rides because I didn't have my trunks. I could swim at my nana's house she had a heated pool in the backyard. I loved today because somebody was actually spending time with me. I didn't like my daddy she never come to see me or call. Sometimes I cry because it hurts my feelings she doesn't care. I'll be okay because mommy said I'm so strong. Anyways I'm going to go have fun be back later.