Tired Of Being Her Side Chick

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Chantelle
I didn't even want to be bothered today but talking to Tamia didn't go bad at all. I'm glad we both got some closure about Zae's dog ass. I was expecting to see Zae at my door when I heard my doorbell ring and I was getting ready to curse her ass out. When I looked out my window I realized it was only Tamia and I was about to put up my hair in case she wanted to fight lol. When she got here I wasn't going to turn her down and besides she had wine. She left the rest for me after we had two glasses and I was grateful for that. I ran out of wine and hadn't had no time to get me some bottles from the store. Zae promised me she would get some when I was at her house, but she lies so much. Anyways I could see that time was really going by fast. I didn't want to stay in the house I needed me an escape route, so I messaged my coworker Brea. She saw my message and decided to give me a call so I answered.

C: Hey Brea, I got a question well kind of a favor

B: Wassup mama what you need

C: Can you take me out tonight, Zae and I broke up officially

B: Wow you finally a free agent, but yeah I'll take you out and I'm glad y'all over. Just don't go back though.

C: Girl if you knew what I had to go through with her I'm honestly over her

B: Okay good now be ready by 10, I'll see you later beautiful

We hung up and I blushed because she always be flirting with me. When she came to work where I was working she tried getting with me, but I told her about me and Zae. Brea really didn't like the thought of Zae nor the sight. See Brea was a stud too and when Zae use to come bring me lunch at my job she did whatever petty shit she could do. Zae be acting childish a lot of times, she likes to rub the fact that she got me in people faces. Brea just rolled her eyes and left out before she said anything and I respected her for that. Zae didn't like me calling Brea my friend but I don't involve myself with coworkers. If you start dating someone from your job they start showing their true colors. Anyways let me describe Brea for y'all though; she's 6'1 so she much taller than me, she has a nice body she loves to work out at the gym, she has dreads and she's tatted. I can admit that she is good looking though but I just don't do that work relationship shit. In a minute I was going to give up on studs because I can't deal with the lies and constant cheating. At least a nigga know how to make their mind up.

Anyways I wasn't going to keep reflecting on Zae's ass because she soon was about to be a distant and faded memory. I was trying to get her off my mind before I ended up relapsing and missing her. It's like I be having this weakness but I think I'm stronger then my urges are. Besides I will have another piece of eye candy by my side tonight at the club. If I saw Zae then so be it cause I know she's gonna be off in the club ready to be a hoe again. Anyways I began to start on my hygiene for tonight so I ran my shower until the water got hot. I love taking really warm showers it releases a lot of negative energy from me. I took a 35 minute shower because I wanted to get Zae's scent off of me. I was just at her house but I didn't want anything that reminded me of her on me. I even threw the clothes away I wore over there, I don't be playing. After my shower I got out and dried off really good and applied lotion to my body. I was going to look sexy for tonight but classy, so I headed to my closet to pick out my outfit. I decided on some black Tru Religion jeans, a gold Jordan shirt and my black and gold Jordan 5s. I was looking good when I looked in my full body mirror.
(Brea in the media)